LOGINRyo.....
Thank God you are awake, a stranger's voice reach my ear's as soon as I woke up. I knew I couldn't be David voice, I knew that instantly, even though my head was pounding and my thoughts were slow and heavy. David voice was familiar, safe in a way that had nothing to do with comfort. This voice was slow and steady like some one who is supposed to be here. My heart jumped hard in chest. I closed my eyes, trying to process myself . This was the apartment David rented for his wedding. It was inside was of the big hotel in Switzerland. Every one and everything look so expensive like no one had ever stayed here before. The ceiling was white and pink, the walls were plain blue. The curtains was think and Black, and blocking the sun from coming in. The furniture was near and cold, like it was placed to be look at. A stranger was sitting on a chair, closer to my bed. Leaning on the chair as if he owns the hotel. He was watching me and relaxing in a way that made my heart beat faster. He looked awake. Too awake. Like he was waiting for me to wake up. " who are you" I ask my voice being low. He raised his eyebrows sightly, you don't remember. I swallowed and pushed myself up, they movement sent headache to my head and body pain to my body. My body felt sore in a strange way, the memories of yesterday's sex came rushing in my head. No. No, no, no. I dragged the blanket around my chest, my heart beating too fast, very fast. " why are you in my room?." He raised his head's staring at me for moment, as if he guessed that this how it would go. " you were pretty drunk last night." Then hit me that I actually invited him for a drink. I colsed my eyes briefly. "This can't happen " " It did happen " he said I opened eyes and colsed it sharply, and look at him again. He wasn't, David. He looked like him and is that what made me think he was David. There is a similar resemblance between him and David I can't quite tell. " who are you" I asked, more serious than before. He leaned forward, resting his elbows on his knees. " my name is Frank." The name sent a strange chilling to My body. 'Frank" I stared at him. Hmmm frank, the name sounds so familiar. Then it clinked, yes there was a Time David once talked that he once had a brother. " he lives in another country and we don't talk is better that way" he once said. I had never ask questions, and I never did care to ask questions. " you are David brother" I ask quietly. "Yup" he nodded. This shouldn't happen I said. "But it did" he said. I shook my head, panking, I thought u were him. "I figured it" frank said he kept on saying his name. I pressed my hands against my face, wishing I could disappear. This was a mistake a big mistake. Let's us just pretend that this didn't happen I said. We just forget we were here, and you will just move on. Frank didn't laugh he just smirk " that easy?." Yes, it should be that easy, I said. He studied me for a moment and said "sure fine." I felt relief, ok good. Before either of could say anything, there was a knock on the door and my heart beat for a second. Ryo, ryo are you in there, David voice came from outside the door. Panic ran through me without thinking I turned to frank, closet now, I said. " Ryo don't pretend that u can't hear me David said. Without thinking I dragged frank to the closet, pushing him inside the closet. I bearly had time to put on a cloth before David badgered inside the room like he owns it, well technically he rented the whole rooms so yes he did. " Damn you look like you had sex with one lucky girl and regreted it." "No" I said it to fast like I was defending it. Guilt feel my face, I wasn't feeling to fine that is why. Humm, I came to get to breakfast we having breakfast, David said. I will just take a minute I said. Okay don't take too long he said. " I won't" I said. As soon as the door colsed behind me I rushed towards the closet. Frank I said as soon as I get to colset, but I couldn't find him. There windows were open. How could some one fly from three storybuilding, who does he think he was, spider man, I hissed. Part of me felt happy that he had gone without any argument. I dressed quicky and went down for breakfast like I had promised I went downstairs and I saw David and eve, were already there, sitting colse, her laugh loud like she wanted everyone to see her. Her hands brushed David as soon as she noticed that I was there, just by watching them my heart felt pain, a sharp pain. They look happy, a newly wedded couple. I sat there pretending to be smiling as eve turned to greet me warmly. David reached out to her hands and touched her hands and that little act made my heart feel broken. I just sat there sipping my coffee, pretending not to noticed, till someone pulled out the chair next too mine. 🦋𝔉𝔯𝔞𝔫𝔨🦋By the time I got to my car, I had already made my decision.I didn't get inside immediately. Instead, I stood there, thinking about everything that had happened.Part of me had gone quiet.Seeing Ryo tied up in those photos had broken something inside me. It felt like it was my fault he was there.He looked like he wouldn't survive.My mind kept drifting to the word if.I hated that word.I didn't even want to think about it.But somehow, they were right about one thing.If I hadn't pushed him away, if I hadn't done something wrong, Ryo wouldn't have left the club. He would still be in his apartment.Instead, he was tied to a chair by people who had no idea what they were doing.This was on me.I don't like it when people touch what's under my protection.And I definitely don't like it when people mess with what's mine.I turned around and headed back into my office building.Not because I needed anything.There were ju
𝕱𝖗𝖆𝖓𝖐slap wasn't that dramatic.It didn't make me go numb or anything. My head turned slightly to the side.That was it.For a second, my brain lagged behind, like it needed a moment to process what had just happened.Then I looked back at Ryo.He looked worse than I did.His hand was still hanging in the air, frozen there as if he couldn't believe what he'd just done.His face was red.Not the bright red of anger.The ugly red of humiliation.The kind that comes when someone loses control of themselves.His breathing was uneven.Too fast.Too shallow.For a strange moment, I thought he might actually cry."Don't ever talk to me like that," he said.His voice shook.Then he turned and walked out.No apology.No explanation.Not even a second glance.The bathroom door slammed shut behind him.I stayed where I was.I didn't stop him.I didn't call his name.I just stood there staring at the door he had disappeared through.Slowly, I lifted a hand to m
Frank handed me a towel as soon as we left the hospital.I took it quickly and pressed it against my face. It was rough against my skin. I dragged it slowly over my hair, my forehead, my eyes.I was crying.The tears came so fast I couldn’t stop them. They soaked the towel almost immediately. My chest was beating too fast, like it couldn’t keep up with me.I hated this. I hated that I was crying just because David didn’t come out to help me with an umbrella.I hated that I stood outside like an idiot, waiting and hoping he would come rushing toward me.I hated that some part of me believed he would choose me.As we moved further, the rain started again falling heavily.Strangely, I was grateful. It meant I could hide my crying, hide my sobs from Frank.Frank didn’t say anything. He just kept driving, watching me silently through the rearview mirror.After a while, he spoke casually.“The rain fell heavily. It soaked you badly. Dry up,” he said.I k
My heart was still racing as David joke settled between us. It hit me so hard, like something heavy just dropped in to my cheast, and refusing to move.For a moment I couldn't think, my mind went to Eve face, her smile and her Cold eyes." what if she knew" what if this wasn't a joke, I thought to myself.I didn't laugh at it right away, my throat seems to tight, like I couldn't get enough air, then I forced a smile, I kept my face Clam, I have learnt to act Calm but deep down I'm crashing inside.If David found out, everything will just change, I won't only loss my friend but I will also loss my place, my safety, the only person I have built my trust and eve around." ignore her" I said, even tho my voice didn't sound like mine, you know how people joke about this stuff because we are close.David chuckled, yeah she looks too much into things.Eve.Her name lingered in my thoughts like a bled.As we walked back to her ward, fear began to dwell in
I spotted David the moment I step in the hospital, he was pacing around, the nurse area, he jacket was half around his arms, he tie bit lossen and hanging around his neck.He looked like some one who has been holding his breath for too long."Ryo" he said the second he saw me.Relief washed over his face, so fast it almost startled me. He crossed the space that was between us and grab my hands like he was afraid that I might disappear." Ryo thank God you are here" he said, his grip still tight, too tight." I came as soon as you called, what happened" I asked.She fell into the water, I don't know what happened, but she started screaming, drowning, I thought I had lost her." is okay" let's see her first, I said.He nodded, and pulled me into the hall way taking the lead, talking on the whole way, talking about how pale she looks, about her scared he was, about how she was shaking even in the ambulance, half if my mind started getting to work, star
“She’s at the hospital,” he said. “They said she is stable now, but I want you to come and check her again.”For a moment, I didn’t respond.I closed my eyes and drew in a slow, heavy breath, the kind that never really reaches your lungs. Of course he would call me. He always calls when things fall apart when something breaks, when something bleeds, when something can’t be fixed by anyone else.“I will come,” I finally said, my voice quieter than I expected. “I’ll come check her.”The line went dead soon after.I kept the phone pressed to my ear longer than necessary, staring at nothing, as if the silence on the other end might change its mind and take everything back. Slowly, I lowered it, my fingers tightening around it.I wished God, how I wished I could just turn it off. Pretend I didn’t hear him. Pretend none of this was happening. Pretend I wasn’t already being pulled back into something I had tried so hard to walk away from.But I knew myself better than that.Frank was watchin
Ryo......."I want you so badly," I whispered so badly, my hands still pressed against him."David " didn't move instead he stood, in the door way breathing slowly and tight like he was weighing on something dangerous.I followed him inside, shutting the door quietly, he didn't touch me
Ryo......" First I would love to make a huge toast to the bride and groom, my Best friend".The words came out so clam and so cool just like I practiced, I don't know if my voice betrayed me or not but nobody cares, either ways all eyes were on me and I had nowhere to go.I raised my
Ryo......I froze the moment I felt some one sit down beside me.The chair scraped softly against the floor, I don't have to look up to know who was that.I kept my eyes on the coffee, like the coffee needed all my attention.David didn't seem to notice anything strange, he was mid







