LOGINSierra's POV
The name felt like a punch. "Miranda." Derek whispered it, then looked at the floor like he was ashamed. Louis didn't move. But I felt him get really still next to me. Like a statue. "Miranda who?" Louis's voice was quiet. Too quiet. "Miranda Vale," Derek said. I knew that name. She was on the news a lot. She had a big talk show where she yelled at politicians. She wrote books about powerful men who did bad things. She hated people like Louis. "But… why?" I asked. "Why would she care about us?" Derek looked up. He had tears in his eyes now. "She's been digging into Victor for months. For a story. She thought his story proved how guys like… like your husband… ruin people. She found me. She paid me to get close, to find dirt. The picture leak, the bug… it was all to make you scared. To make you slip up and give her a real story." Louis let out a slow breath. It wasn't a sigh. It was like a tiger getting ready to pounce. "So this was never about revenge," Louis said. "This was for ratings." "Sort of," Derek mumbled. "She thinks it's for justice. She thinks you're a monster. She wants to prove it." I felt sick. All this fear, all this danger… for a TV show? For a book? "What about the singing?" My voice cracked. "In Katie's room. That was for justice too?" Derek looked confused. "The… singing? I don't know anything about singing. I just planted the bug and took the pictures she asked for." Louis and I looked at each other. Derek seemed too scared to lie now. If Derek didn't do the creepy singing… then who did? "So Miranda Vale has the pictures. She has audio from our house. What is she going to do with it?" Louis asked. "She's writing a special. A big exposé. 'The Real Cost of a Crowe Fortune.' She's going to air it in two weeks," Derek said. "She thinks the bug will give her, like, a 'behind-the-scenes' look at your 'corrupt world.'" This was a nightmare. A different kind of nightmare. Not a man with a gun, but a lady with a camera and a microphone. You can't stop a story with a security guard. Louis nodded like he understood everything. He looked at Martin. "Take him to the holding room. Keep him comfortable, but no phone. No talking to anyone." Martin nodded and led Derek away. We were alone in the cold white room. "Sierra," Louis said. "I know." I hugged myself. "This is bad." "It's a different kind of war," he said. He started pacing. "We can't scare her off. We can't buy her off. She wants a fight. She wants the spotlight." "So what do we do? Hide?" "No." He stopped. A weird light was in his eyes. It was the same look he got when he talked about a big business deal. "We give her a story." "What? Are you crazy? She wants to destroy you!" "She wants to destroy a *version* of me. The monster in her head. So we show her a different version. We don't hide. We invite her in." I stared at him. My heart was racing. "You want to talk to her? On her show?" "I want to control the story. If she's going to do it anyway, we do it on our terms. We give her access. To the foundation. To the rebuilding. To *us*." "To *us*? Louis, we're not… we're not a normal couple. We're a mess." "We're a partnership," he said firmly. "That's our story. It's the truth. It's better than her version." He walked over to me. "We show her a family that got attacked and is fighting back together. We show her Katie's resilience. We show her the work we do. We take her weapon and we turn it into… a shield." It was the craziest idea I ever heard. Letting the wolf into the house. "But what about the other thing? The singing? If it wasn't Derek, and it wasn't Miranda… who was it?" The light in his eyes dimmed. That was the real mystery. The real threat. "One enemy at a time," he said quietly. "First, we handle Miranda. We turn her from a hunter into a… guest. Then we find the singer." He took my hand. His was warm. "Are you with me? We have to do this together. It only works if we're both in." I thought about Katie. I thought about the singing in the dark. I thought about a lady on TV trying to tell the world who we were. I didn't want to do it. I wanted to hide. But hiding didn't work anymore. I squeezed his hand. "Okay," I said. "We're partners. We do it together." We were going to walk right into the lion's den. And we were going to smile.Sierra's POVThe first trimester hit me like a truck. A big, smelly, nausea-filled truck.I forgot how awful this part was. With Katie, I was young. Twenty-seven. I bounced back from everything. This time? Forty-two felt very, very old.The smell thing got worse. Coffee was enemy number one. But then it was also eggs. Then chicken cooking. Then Louis's cologne. Then the cleaning stuff the housekeeper used. Then the garbage can in the kitchen. Then flowers. Flowers!"I can't smell anything," I moaned, lying on the bathroom floor at 3 a.m. "Everything smells like everything."Louis sat beside me, looking helpless. Men always look helpless when their wives are puking. It's kind of funny, if you're not the one puking."Do you want water?" he asked."No.""Tea?""NO.""A cracker?""Louis, if you say one more word, I will divorce you."He shut up. Smart man.---The tiredness was worse than the puking.With Katie, I worked through my pregnancy. I was busy. I had energy.Now? I couldn't kee
Sierra's POVI was forty-two years old when my body decided to play the biggest joke of my life.Katie was fifteen. Fifteen! She was already talking about college and boys and how embarrassing we were. Louis and I were finally at the easy part. The "we survived parenting a teenager" part. The "we can sleep in on weekends" part.Or so I thought.It started with the smell. Coffee. I'd loved coffee my whole life. But one morning, Louis made his usual pot and the smell hit me like a wall.I ran to the bathroom. Threw up. Came back pale and shaky."You okay?" Louis asked, concerned."Fine. Just... coffee smelled weird."He looked at me funny but didn't push.The next morning, same thing. And the next. And the next."You're not fine," Louis said on day four. "I'm calling the doctor.""It's probably a virus.""For four days?""Viruses can be long."He gave me The Look. The one that said he wasn't buying it.---Dr. Patel was young and nice and very professional. She ran tests. She asked ques
Sierra's POVMeeting the Crofts was one thing. Building a relationship with them was another.After that first coffee, we didn't see them for a few weeks. Life got busy. Katie had school projects. Louis had work. I had foundation meetings. The usual chaos.But they sent cards. Little notes. Margaret had beautiful handwriting, old-fashioned and careful. Edward's was shakier, but you could tell he tried.*Dear Louis, Sierra, and Katie,**I saw the most beautiful flowers today at the garden store. Purple ones, like Katie's sweater. Made me think of her. Hope you're all well.**Love,**Grandma Margaret**P.S. Edward is learning to use email. It's not going well. Send help.*Katie loved the cards. She taped them to her wall. She started writing back, little notes in her messy kid handwriting.*Dear Grandma Margaret,**Thank you for the card. My sweater is still sparkly. Mom washed it and it didn't die. School is boring but art class is fun. I drew a horse. It looked like a dog but that's o
Sierra's POVThe months after Margaret died were strange. Not sad exactly. More like... quiet. Like a door that had opened and closed again, leaving us different on the other side.Louis read all the letters. Every single one. He took his time, like he was saving them. Some made him laugh. Some made him cry. Some he read to me at night, his voice soft in the dark.*Dear Louis,**Today I saw a little boy at the park who looked just like you. He was maybe three, with dark hair and serious eyes. He was building a sandcastle all by himself, so focused. I sat on a bench and watched him for an hour. I pretended he was you. I pretended I was just a normal mom, watching her son play. It was the best hour I've had in years.**Love always,**Mom*"She watched other kids," Louis said after reading that one. "For years. Just to feel close to me.""She loved you so much.""I know. I just wish..."He didn't finish. He didn't have to. We both wished for more time.Katie handled it better than I exp
Sierra's POVThe second photo changed everything.We couldn't just wait anymore. We had to do something. Louis spent hours on the phone with lawyers and private investigators. I spent hours staring at the photos, trying to see something we missed.The woman in the pictures. Louis's birth mother. She had my eyes. My dark hair. My smile. It was like looking at a ghost version of myself from thirty years ago."Is it weird?" I asked Louis one night. We were in bed, both too wired to sleep. "That she looks like me?"He was quiet for a minute. Then he said, "Maybe it's not weird. Maybe it's... I don't know. Fate? Something?""Do you believe in fate?""I believe in us." He turned on his side to look at me. "I believe that somehow, through all the mess, we found each other. And we stayed. That's enough for me."I wanted to believe that too. But the photos made everything feel complicated.The next morning, Louis's investigator called with news. They'd traced the postmark on both letters to a
Sierra's POVSix months after the beach house. Six months of normal, happy, boring life.I say boring like it's a bad thing. It's not. Boring is good. Boring means no ghosts. No trials. No fear. Boring means waking up and knowing the day will be full of small things. Grocery lists. School runs. Dinner with the people you love.I've learned to love boring.Katie was in eighth grade now. Almost done with middle school. She had a little group of friends who came over on weekends and ate all our snacks and giggled about boys until midnight. Louis pretended to be annoyed, but I caught him leaving extra snacks outside her door."She needs to eat," he said when I raised an eyebrow."She needs to sleep.""She can sleep when she's dead.""Louis!""Too dark?""Way too dark."He grinned and kissed my forehead. "I'll work on my dad jokes."The foundation was going well. Really well. We'd helped over two hundred kids in the last year. Kids with absent parents. Kids who needed someone to believe in







