LOGINSierra’s POV
Louis’s plan was crazy. Talk to Miranda Vale? On purpose? It was like seeing a wasp and sticking your face in its nest. But he said we had to control the story. I guessed he was right. If she was going to talk about us anyway, maybe we should be the ones talking. The next day, Louis’s assistant called Miranda’s show. They set up a meeting. Not for an interview. Just to talk. We had to get ready. I put on a soft blue sweater and jeans. I wanted to look normal. Nice. Not like a scary rich lady. “Remember,” Louis said in the car. “We’re a team. We’re parents. We’re just trying to protect our family.” “What if she’s mean?” I asked. “Then we stay calm. We kill her with kindness.” The TV studio was big and shiny. A lady with a headset took us to a green room. There were crackers and water on a table. Miranda Vale walked in. On TV, she looks bigger. In person, she was thin and had very sharp eyes. Like a bird. “Mr. and Mrs. Crowe,” she said. She didn’t smile. “This is a surprise.” “Thank you for seeing us,” Louis said. He sounded polite. Easy. “I assume you’re here to threaten to sue my network,” Miranda said. She sat down and looked at us. “No,” I said. The word just came out. She looked at me. “We’re not here to threaten. We’re here to ask you a question.” Her eyebrows went up. “What question?” “Why do you want to hurt my little girl?” The room got quiet. Miranda’s face didn’t change, but her eyes flickered. Just a little. “My reporting isn’t about hurting children,” she said. “But it does,” I said. My voice shook, but I kept going. “Your pictures, your story… it’s about our family. Katie is part of that family. She’s seven. She just wants to feel safe. And you’re making it so she can’t.” Louis put his hand over mine. A silent *good job*. Miranda leaned back. “My story is about power. And how it’s abused. Your husband’s world has victims, Mrs. Crowe. I’m giving them a voice.” “I know about victims,” I said. “I was one. When Victor Hale took my daughter, I was a victim. The people your story will stir up? The creepy guys who send letters? They’ll come for us. They’ll come for *her*. Are they the voices you want to give a microphone?” For the first time, Miranda looked unsure. She tapped her fingers on the table. Louis spoke then. His voice was low and serious. “You think you know my world, Ms. Vale. You see the money, the deals. You think it’s all corruption. But you’re using the same tactics as the people you hate. You hired a man to bug my home. To frighten my wife. To use my child’s trauma for content. How is that different?” Miranda’s cheeks got a little pink. “I… That was investigative—” “It was a violation,” I cut in. “You were in my daughter’s bedroom. With a microphone.” She didn’t have an answer for that. “Here’s what we propose,” Louis said. “You drop the special. You give us all the material Derek got for you. In return, we give you something better.” “What could you possibly give me?” she asked, but she sounded curious. “Access,” I said. “Real access. Come to the foundation. See the work we do with kids who’ve been through trauma. Talk to me. Not as a villain’s wife. As a mom who got scared and is now trying to help other moms feel safe.” She stared at us. I could see her mind working. The angry reporter part of her wanted to fight. But the smart part… she knew our idea was better TV. A comeback story. A healing story. People love that. “And what about the singing?” she asked suddenly. Louis and I froze. “What singing?” Louis asked, his voice careful. “Derek said you asked about singing. I don’t know anything about that. My guess? You have more than one enemy. And that one sounds… unwell. If I were you, I’d be more worried about that than my show.” My blood went cold. She was right. The singing was the real scary thing. Miranda was just a lady with a notebook. The singer was a ghost. Miranda stood up. “I’ll think about your offer. I’ll call your people.” She walked out. In the car, I felt tired. “She’ll do it,” Louis said. “She knows a redemption story sells more ads than an attack piece.” “But she reminded us,” I whispered. “The singer is still out there. And we have no idea who it is.” Louis’s phone rang. He answered. His face got tight. “What? When?” He listened. “Okay. Keep her there. We’re coming now.” He hung up. “What happened?” “That was Katie’s school. A man tried to pick her up for early dismissal. He said he was her uncle. He knew her name. He knew her teacher’s name. The school said no, and he left.” The world spun. They were trying to take her. Again. “The singer,” I said, my throat tight. “Yeah,” Louis said. He told the driver to go faster. “Miranda was just noise. This is the real war. And it’s not over.” We raced to the school. My heart was a drum in my ears. The monster wasn’t on TV. The monster was at the school gates. And he knew our daughter’s name.Sierra's POVThe first trimester hit me like a truck. A big, smelly, nausea-filled truck.I forgot how awful this part was. With Katie, I was young. Twenty-seven. I bounced back from everything. This time? Forty-two felt very, very old.The smell thing got worse. Coffee was enemy number one. But then it was also eggs. Then chicken cooking. Then Louis's cologne. Then the cleaning stuff the housekeeper used. Then the garbage can in the kitchen. Then flowers. Flowers!"I can't smell anything," I moaned, lying on the bathroom floor at 3 a.m. "Everything smells like everything."Louis sat beside me, looking helpless. Men always look helpless when their wives are puking. It's kind of funny, if you're not the one puking."Do you want water?" he asked."No.""Tea?""NO.""A cracker?""Louis, if you say one more word, I will divorce you."He shut up. Smart man.---The tiredness was worse than the puking.With Katie, I worked through my pregnancy. I was busy. I had energy.Now? I couldn't kee
Sierra's POVI was forty-two years old when my body decided to play the biggest joke of my life.Katie was fifteen. Fifteen! She was already talking about college and boys and how embarrassing we were. Louis and I were finally at the easy part. The "we survived parenting a teenager" part. The "we can sleep in on weekends" part.Or so I thought.It started with the smell. Coffee. I'd loved coffee my whole life. But one morning, Louis made his usual pot and the smell hit me like a wall.I ran to the bathroom. Threw up. Came back pale and shaky."You okay?" Louis asked, concerned."Fine. Just... coffee smelled weird."He looked at me funny but didn't push.The next morning, same thing. And the next. And the next."You're not fine," Louis said on day four. "I'm calling the doctor.""It's probably a virus.""For four days?""Viruses can be long."He gave me The Look. The one that said he wasn't buying it.---Dr. Patel was young and nice and very professional. She ran tests. She asked ques
Sierra's POVMeeting the Crofts was one thing. Building a relationship with them was another.After that first coffee, we didn't see them for a few weeks. Life got busy. Katie had school projects. Louis had work. I had foundation meetings. The usual chaos.But they sent cards. Little notes. Margaret had beautiful handwriting, old-fashioned and careful. Edward's was shakier, but you could tell he tried.*Dear Louis, Sierra, and Katie,**I saw the most beautiful flowers today at the garden store. Purple ones, like Katie's sweater. Made me think of her. Hope you're all well.**Love,**Grandma Margaret**P.S. Edward is learning to use email. It's not going well. Send help.*Katie loved the cards. She taped them to her wall. She started writing back, little notes in her messy kid handwriting.*Dear Grandma Margaret,**Thank you for the card. My sweater is still sparkly. Mom washed it and it didn't die. School is boring but art class is fun. I drew a horse. It looked like a dog but that's o
Sierra's POVThe months after Margaret died were strange. Not sad exactly. More like... quiet. Like a door that had opened and closed again, leaving us different on the other side.Louis read all the letters. Every single one. He took his time, like he was saving them. Some made him laugh. Some made him cry. Some he read to me at night, his voice soft in the dark.*Dear Louis,**Today I saw a little boy at the park who looked just like you. He was maybe three, with dark hair and serious eyes. He was building a sandcastle all by himself, so focused. I sat on a bench and watched him for an hour. I pretended he was you. I pretended I was just a normal mom, watching her son play. It was the best hour I've had in years.**Love always,**Mom*"She watched other kids," Louis said after reading that one. "For years. Just to feel close to me.""She loved you so much.""I know. I just wish..."He didn't finish. He didn't have to. We both wished for more time.Katie handled it better than I exp
Sierra's POVThe second photo changed everything.We couldn't just wait anymore. We had to do something. Louis spent hours on the phone with lawyers and private investigators. I spent hours staring at the photos, trying to see something we missed.The woman in the pictures. Louis's birth mother. She had my eyes. My dark hair. My smile. It was like looking at a ghost version of myself from thirty years ago."Is it weird?" I asked Louis one night. We were in bed, both too wired to sleep. "That she looks like me?"He was quiet for a minute. Then he said, "Maybe it's not weird. Maybe it's... I don't know. Fate? Something?""Do you believe in fate?""I believe in us." He turned on his side to look at me. "I believe that somehow, through all the mess, we found each other. And we stayed. That's enough for me."I wanted to believe that too. But the photos made everything feel complicated.The next morning, Louis's investigator called with news. They'd traced the postmark on both letters to a
Sierra's POVSix months after the beach house. Six months of normal, happy, boring life.I say boring like it's a bad thing. It's not. Boring is good. Boring means no ghosts. No trials. No fear. Boring means waking up and knowing the day will be full of small things. Grocery lists. School runs. Dinner with the people you love.I've learned to love boring.Katie was in eighth grade now. Almost done with middle school. She had a little group of friends who came over on weekends and ate all our snacks and giggled about boys until midnight. Louis pretended to be annoyed, but I caught him leaving extra snacks outside her door."She needs to eat," he said when I raised an eyebrow."She needs to sleep.""She can sleep when she's dead.""Louis!""Too dark?""Way too dark."He grinned and kissed my forehead. "I'll work on my dad jokes."The foundation was going well. Really well. We'd helped over two hundred kids in the last year. Kids with absent parents. Kids who needed someone to believe in







