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thinking about the past

Author: Princessjody
last update Huling Na-update: 2022-09-10 09:07:04

(Elias)

I was standing outside after my talk with Lilliana, taking in the day as it was calm and nice here. The sun was out and it allowed everyone to be outside just to enjoy the beautiful day that left nothing but a clear view I seem to enjoy the most. Even though I was by myself, I was smiling. I never thought this would happen but it did and I found myself liking It more than anything in the world. I had agreed to what Lilliana had said, that I needed to see a therapist but would that help me? I don't know. But I will try and see where it takes me.

' hey guess who's back?' my smile became wide as I heard the one voice I've missed dearly. That one voice that kept me together when all I wanted to do was fall apart.

' forest! Gosh, I'm so happy to hear your voice again, you have no idea how much I've struggled this past few weeks without you.' forest sighed, promising to never leave me again. I guess the reason why he's back was that he heard my thoughts before. I was drowning. He
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