Give Me A Second Chance のすべてのチャプター: チャプター 41 - チャプター 50

  I'm in my office doing work peacefully without any disturbance but when I thought about peace my phone started to ring. I groaned and took the phone from my purse but it's not him, it's from an unknown number.   He used to call me whenever he wants. Hundred times Idiot!   If it's not him then who is calling me? I furrowed my brow and put the phone on silent before getting back to my work. If Juliet was here, I wouldn't feel this stress. These works are eating me alive.   Juliet is still upset and after talking with him, I didn't dare to ask for any help from anyone especially with her. I don't want to take the risk again and she needs some space too. These days I did all work by myself without anyone's help.   The first two days were a heavy headache and now I'm getting used to this. I snapped out of my thoughts when my phone started to vibrate on my table.   This

    Not having enough mood to touch the food, I looked through the window to let my mind wander around somewhere, but my mind brought last night memories of us which are mercilessly haunting me every now and then.   Did it happen? Or is it my hallucinations? But it felt real. A single tear rolled down my cheeks. It shouldn't have happened.   How I ended up in this mess? Why the f**k my legs carried me to the unknown place and why the f**k did I decide to drink? Why? Why? Why? Lots of questions popped onto my mind leaving me no answer and a pounding headache.   On the other hand, Sweety is still angry with me. She didn't utter any words since I returned to our apartment early in the morning. She was so upset when I didn't return back as I promised.   I fed her breakfast and she went to play with other kids. Miss. Jaden informed me that she ha

  I felt a smooth feather-like touch on my head caressing my hair so affectionately and passionately. I leaned forward for her touch and a smile crept on my face.   Definitely, she is the cure for my pain. I wrapped my hand around her small waist and drew her closer to mine.   "Mommy, you are awake?" She giggled in her sweet angelic voice.   "No, Mommy wants to sleep more," I said in my husky voice and buried my face deep into the pillow.   "No...You were asleep for an hour, now wake up..." She shrieked in her high-pitched tone.   "Sweety.." I whined like a child covering both my ears with my pillow.   "Now be a good girl and wake up." She climbed out of the bed and stood beside me putting her hands on her hips, narrowing her eyes on me. It reminds me of my mom. She used to wake me up when I was a kid, too lazy to drag my lazy ass out. &n

  Again one week passed but the throbbing headache is not leaving my side a bit and Sweety is not helping though as she was kept asking me to give her a baby brother and I found different excuses to escape from her, every day.   Speaking of her, I heard her voice from next door. He kept them under his gaze. It has become their regular routine to come over after their school and I couldn't control her, so I gave up. After all, she is under my care too.   Sometimes I noticed him adore Sweety while she was not looking at him. It slightly bothered my heart but I kept that thought at the back of my mind not wanting to add more fuel into my already throbbing head.    As usual, I entered his room to pick Sweety but there I saw Rachel talking with his brother. He raked his hair through his fingers before he said. "I don't know." From his statement, I could easily sense that he was tensed over a matter. Maybe th

  I hugged my stomach and cried out of happiness. I'm carrying two lives inside my womb. The bond between us is growing so fast.   Day by day I had started to long for his love, his touch, his everything. I missed him so much. I'm missing my man. If I had told him that I was pregnant, maybe he would have changed his decision and stayed with me. I should have told him.   I tried to reach his number, but it was switched off, I even sent him a message that I loved him, but it couldn't reach him, seems he changed his number.   When I was in my 20 weeks, I find an apartment to live but that place was so cheap and creepy. I couldn't able to stand for any second there, but I adjusted myself and lived there for the sake of my babies.   I'm getting heavy every day and I couldn't even feel my legs. If I want to get up I need someone's help. If I want to go to bed I need someone's help besides the