As soon as we got back to our room, neither of us were uttering a word. All I could do was stare at Toma's back as he mind his own business. What he said earlier really bothered me, and I think that I'm still not quite prepared to do it with a guy… but it's not just any guy. It's Toma.When he got inside the bedroom, I was lost in my thoughts and unconsciously followed him there. As he noticed that I was behind him, I pushed him to the wall which made him looked so shock. "Y-Yuji? What are you…""Do you think I can really make you feel good?" I asked him.His face turned bright red. Even though he was taller, he felt so small as I held his wrists. Was it because he was slimmer than I am? "A-Are you… I… Y-Yuji!" He was so flustered that he couldn't form a proper sentence.I let go of his other wrist and had the hair on his face put aside, I wanted to get a clear view of his face. "I always wondered ever since… who's

"Say, I sort of remember that you mentioned to me before that you used to be in a drama club when you were a high school student. Was that true?" He asked.The question reminded me of a grim past that I wanted to forget, but I didn't want to feel down just because of it. So I tried to answer it without thinking about the past too much. "Yeah… I used to love acting. I really liked to perform on stage before.""Really? What made you quit?""I uhh, I really can't talk about that." I told him."Oh, okay." He said, smiling. "I wish you joined our drama club too. It must be nice performing with you on stage.""Hahaha, I'm not really that great at acting though.""Well, that won't really matter since you'll learn to perform better if you keep on practicing.""T-That might be true." I started to feel a bit hazy. Being reminded of the past isn't really good for me… it wasn't

While the curtain closes as a sign of the end of the play, I could hear the audience starting to applause. It made me smile that the play is finally over. "It's done…" I muttered to myself.There's still the final bow of all the actors of the play, but Osumu rushed to my side to tell me something important. She looked so worried about something. "Yujiro, your dad.""W-What did he said?""Your dad said you need to rush to the hospital." In an instant, the image of my mother flashed in my mind. Without a second thought, I began to ran out of the school. Not even changing my costume. I suddenly regret the choice of becoming a part of the play, but… I believed in my mothers' words.The time I hesitated to take part in the play, I asked for her advise and she told me: "Wasn't it your dream to be an actor? You really loved to act on stage, so you should go and do it. I believe in you, Naozumi. And don't worry about me, I'll be fine."She acted strong infront

I decided to spend the weekend indoors. Going outside feels tiring at the moment and my boyfriend, Toma, completely agrees with me. "…so, do you want to do it all day or something?" He suddenly asked."PERVERT!" My hands threw the first thing I could grab at him. I bet that's what made him want to stay indoors with me today."Hahaha, I was kidding! Geez! I was actually going to do a bit of my unfinished homework yesterday, so I'll be at a corner studying." He told me.It kind of left me confused for a moment... shrugging off those thoughts, I'll just use my day off to relax since I'm done with all the work.Throwing myself on the bed, I closed my eyes so I could go back to sleep. But the littlest sounds prevents me from doing so.sfx: scratch, scratch*I looked at Toma who was scribbling notes at the corner of the room. He looked really serious at finishing his work, and he also looked like his having difficulties. I sighed at the sight of him, it

I managed to attend school despite having slight fever. Toma actually insisted that I don't attend for today, but I can't afford to skip classes for too long. So in the end, Toma had no choice but to assist me.Listening and taking down notes for each class were pretty easy, so I wasn't really that affected. Though I think my fever have already gone away. By the time that we were having our lunch break, Toma looking worried had to check my temperature. "…your fever is rising up!" He said."There's only three subjects more! And I have to attend those because I wasn't able to do so last time.""But your fever is getting high, you'll be more sick.""I don't feel sick, so it's no big deal.""Don't be so stubborn now. You should go back to the dorm and take a rest-" when he tried to reach for my hand, I quickly stepped away and warned him. "Don't act like that, we're at school." I whispered.I feel quite uncomfortable acting like this in public with To