When Yuji's dad left for work, the two had nothing else to do inside the house. They thought of hanging out at the mall but Yuji was too lazy to go out, and so they decided to just make some popcorn and watch a good movie.Toma presented to cook while Yuji searched for a movie they'll watch. And when he decided on a movie, Toma was already done with the popcorns. "What's the genre?" Toma asked."Horror." Yuji really liked scary films.Toma seemed displeased with it. "I don't think I can handle horror movies well.""Oh come on man, don't be such a baby." Yuji teased.Then it made Toma pout, thinking of it as a challenge from Yuji. "I'm not a baby! Fine, let's watch that movie." And so they sat next to each other as the movie started.Though it was a fact that Toma is a big baby, whenever there's a scene that would scare the shit out of him, Toma will cling  onto Yuji. "The heck

"It's about that stupid kiss, right?""Shut the fuck up, I don't want to hear a word about it!" He's really trying to push the button. I've made it clear that I didn't want to talk about, but he still did. Toma really knows how to piss me off."I knew it. Yuji, that was nothing! Why are you so sensitive about it!?""I told you I don't want to talk about it!" Damn it, he's too pushy right now."We should really talk about it, I mean, you're not even gay to fuss over that kind of thing… right?" As he said that, I could feel my blood rushing to my face, so I decided to look the other way. "Just shut up.""Yuji, are you… do you…" Somehow, his words made me feel confused and upset. I didn't like the thought of him talking about me that way.I gathered myself and tried to cool down, "I need sleep, okay? It's not really about that. I'm not avoiding you or something and I'm not gay either f

He didn't came back even after the vacation was done. As I got back to school before the day class resumes, and he still wasn't there. Where in the world could he be right now?"Woah, you looked like you were working out." That's what I first heard from Hino when I got to my first class. And there was still no sight of Toma, he was no where to be found. "Of course, that's what I've been doing this vacation. And so that I wouldn't look like a girl, just like how you've always teased me." I told him.It's true that I just started working out these past few days, instead of being worried and anxious about Toma's absence, I started to work out as a distraction. "Hahaha, great to hear. I guess I'll be looking forward to what you'll look like after a few months.""Yeah. Just you wait and see." I grinned. I'm looking forward to this as well.After the whole day, I tried searching for Toma for atleast an hour but decided to

When it was already the weekend, Toma and I planned to hang around at some place to make him feel better after his break up. Though I hate myself whenever I feel weird about Toma when the littlest things happen: like whenever we slightly touch, or whenever he stares at me, or even whenever he would call my name."…hmmm, is there something troubling you Yuji?" I didn't noticed that Toma was near me, so when I saw him beside me, I freaked out."What the hell dude! You're too close!" I immediately pushed his face far away from mine."I'm just worried, you know! You looked like you were deeply thinking about something.""It's nothing. None of your business.""Oh really?" He looked at me with doubtful eyes."Really! Geez, just leave me alone." Argh, I just can't stand this weird feeling. I tried hard avoiding his gaze so he couldn't see my face turning red."EH!? Didn't

I'm not that stupid not to realize these recent feelings. And it's not like I haven't felt this way about Toma before. Ever since we were in highschool, sometimes I'll get this kind of feeling whenever he would get too touchy with me.Why do I feel like this about Toma? I hate it. It's just frustrating me very much, and it's not like Toma feels the same way. I should get over this. If I only can change myself..."Yuji." Ah, here it goes again."What is it this time?" I asked Toma.We're currently studying for the upcoming pre-examination and like usual, I help Toma study. He sat next to me and showed me his notebook."Here, I don't get this at all. What does it mean by that? And…" He keep pointing at all the things he couldn't understand from his notes, which is actually everything. But I couldn't focus my attention on what he's asking because I was stuck staring at his face.Was hi