I was still lying on my bed even though it's now morning. I am already awake but something is still pulling me not to leave this bed. I was lazy to go down and eat especially that I would see them.I just sighed at the thought. I can't help but to be with them. We are in the same house, and I also can't kick just to avoid it.I left the bed and thought of taking a bath. When I finished, I just put on my house clothes and then went downstairs.I found dad in the living room when I got down. He was talking to someone on the phone and he was talking seriously to that person because his frown. He was next to mommy who was just sitting on the one seater sofa while holding a cup of coffee. She was still wearing the lab gown she was wearing in the hospital.I was about to go straight to the kitchen to have breakfast when dad called me. Slowly, I turned around and saw that they were both looking at my direction.

It has been more than a month since I returned home. It was still the same. I've never made an effort to be close with them. It's not the same as before. We have lost our closeness and they only spend time on work.I was just a shadow in my mother's eyes. She treats me as if I'm just a stranger to her. She never dared talked to me in person. We only have casual and short conversations mostly when we're eating together. She's always busy in the hospital as she's one of the head doctors.Same with dad. He's busy as always and mostly at his office. He only went home once compared to before that at seven o'clock, he's already at home, joining with us to eat.Jack and Jace are also busy with their assigned positions in the company. One of them will be the one to manage on that. They are only free on Sundays and sometimes they even have a scheduled meeting on those days.I want to understand the situation now. They have t

We immediately released our hands when someone suddenly coughed at the back. I saw mt older brother Jack near the door as he looked at us with those strict look. The last time I saw that stares was when someone dares to court me on my junior high school years, particularly Grade 7."Good afternoon brother," I greeted. A maid approached him and gave him a towel. He still looked at us seriously as we approached. He immediately looked at James' direction."I'll just take a shower, Mr. Waltridge. Don't you ever hit on my sister.""Sure, I can wait."He climbed upstairs leaving James and I were alone. I invited him to go to the kitchen to eat but he refused." I'm still full, Jane."" Oh, okay."I just take a sit again so I can accompany him. After a while, my brother will go down stairs. I just took my phone and checked my emails and other things on my social media acco

We roamed around the City Hall since morning. When lunch came, we got bqck to our hotel room. I asked our driver, Paul, to bring me some food. I don't know where he lives as this is his hometown. When I asked him, he just answered just near the bay. I received a text from Chelsea when I've open my phone. She asked if I'm free. I typed a message that I'm not and that I'm in Zamboanga right now. Tinatanong niya kung kailan ako free. Maybe after this trip, I will meet them.  I really miss that girl. I really feel comfortable when we're together. She has that feels that can make you comfortable when you're with her.  When night came, I immediately came to my brother's room. He's been very busy the entire day. I received a text from him that he just arrived so I'll visit him. I also want to asked permission about James' offer, a dinner.  I knocked on the door three tomee before entering his

TWO days have passed and I really enjoy my stay here in Zamboanga. My older brother just came home from Malaysia and before we returned to Davao, we ate at a restaurant. We also went around, he said he would spend time with me on the days when I was not with him. At first, I was upset to my brother because I thought I couldn't be with him. I understand that he's very busy and I'm still very grateful because he still give me his time to bond with him. Now we were on our way home and boarded a plane when we saw James sitting in the front seat, on the other side where I used to sit. He was wearing a simple v-neck shirt and pants fitted on him. Add to that his aviator shades that I don't think are necessary. It's gloomy today, so I thought, for his style? “ James?” “ Hey.” he greeted and slightly nodded.  I felt my older brother behind me so