All Chapters of Love Ain't Always Pretty: Chapter 11 - Chapter 20
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CHAPTER 11 Heureux
CHAPTER 11 HeureuxHeureuxTranslation: LuckyOrigin: French11SAVANNAH'S POV"Billy!" I ran towards him.He stops and smiles. "Hi Savannah.""Hey. How are you today?""Good. Thanks. You?""Im fine. Are you excited for tonight?"We started walking along the hallway together and he didn't answer right away.Billy shakes his head. "I'm actually a bit more scared of it. I just hope I won't get too paddled so I could still survive."I smiled at him ruefully. I know I can't change his mind to make him back out and I think they're not allowed to back out anymore. "I want you to have this." I handed him my lucky coin.Billy accepts it and stares at the coin for a while. "Hey it's a very classic coin Savannah. This is antique. Look at the date it's 1875.""It's my lucky coin. It has a sentimental value to me. I've had that since I was little." I smiled.He nods. "What's this for? Why are you giving it to me?""I'm not giving it to you. I'm letting you borrow it. I always have that on my pock
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CHAPTER 12 Tsundere
CHAPTER 12 Tsundere (ツンデレ)Tsundere (ツンデレ)- describes a person who is initially cold, combative and even hostile towards another person before gradually showing their warm side over timeOrigin: Japanese12"Sorry about the inconvenience last night Savannah." Billy says while he takes a drink from the coffee."It's alright. You really don't have to be sorry Billy." I said to him.He stared at his fingers. "I'm quite embarrassed by what happened last night.""Anybody who gets drunk makes stupid mistakes and becomes not themselves. It's okay. Really."I could see how embarrassed he is and I actually don't know how to make him okay right now."How's your bum?" I asked, so he won't feel a little ashamed of me."Killing me. It feels like my ass have been gunshot thousand times."I smiled. "You need to put ice packs on that. I'm sure it'll be a very big purplish-bluish bruise.""I know but it's okay. Nick said I'm an official brother now. And thank you so much for saving me. Nick told me y
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CHAPTER 13 Jīngyì
CHAPTER 13 Jīngyì (驚異)Jīngyì (驚異)Translation: wonderstruckOrigin: Chinese (Tradition)13I scowl in frustration.I lost the Rock Paper Scissors game. Now they have to go first. Damn it."If I can't shoot it right, don't kill me." I said under my breath."If I get too drunk, don't let me in your room again." He said.I chuckled softly and he gazed at me over his shoulder. "What's inside these cups anyways?""Gin and tonic."Whoa wait. We're actually having a conversation right now. We were actually talking so gently and no voices yelling or any other stuff. Wow."Will they get me drunk?" I asked."If you're a first timer then yes."I gulped."I'm glad you came tonight though." He said out of the blue but he didn't look at me when he said it.I pulled my head up to him right after he told me those words. I wanted to ask him why he said that. I wanted to ask him why he wants me to be here tonight. I wanted to thank him and hug him for getting back my coin from Baxter in a brutal way.
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CHAPTER 14 Induratize
CHAPTER 14 InduratizeInduratize- to make one's own heart hardened or resistant to someone's please or advances or to the idea of loveOrigin: Latin14I slowly open my eyes as I feel like something was pounding on my head. God it was hurting so bad and I feel my lips were so dry. I groaned on my bed and started stretching my arms up. I stared at the ceiling and it doesn't look like the one in my dorm. My eyes completely narrowed and totally forgot about what happened to me last night."Shit where am I?" I mumbled.I look around the room but I don't remember where I am then I looked down at myself but I was still wearing every piece of clothing I had last night. Then I see a huge feet next to me and I'm sure it was a guy. The second I turned to my side, I see a view of Nick sleeping right next to me and he's this close. We slept in one bed? In one same freaking bed? Wow. What a beautiful view to start my Sunday morning.I have this sudden urge to touch his face and brush my hand just
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CHAPTER 15 Attrazione
CHAPTER 15 AttrazioneAttrazioneTranslation: attractionOrigin: Italian15Anywhere I sit, I'll feel him.He's everywhere.I think that is how the human brain thinks when a person develops an attraction towards someone. Yes, I am or either I am denying the fact that I'm quite attracted to him.Just quite.I mean he can be kind of sweet for a second then completely cold the next hour and that makes him actually quite mysteriously intimidating. Most of the times it somewhat makes me wonder what's on his mind if he hears my name being mentioned, or when I'm around him or if I'm somewhere near him.I can quickly tell if a guy is attracted to me and it's really easy to distinguish. But when it comes to Nick, he definitely does not belong into that category at all. Which is why I'm trying so hard to do the best that I can to find out a reason on how on earth will I be able to stop whatever this thing that I feel every single time I'm around him or he's near me because he will never notice
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CHAPTER 16 Petrichor
CHAPTER 16 PetrichorPetrichor- the scent of rain on dry earthOrigin: Greek16After visiting their mother's tomb, it was almost twelve noon when we left there and I'm terribly starving right now. The car paved way to the gravel road and I saw us arriving on the pathway of this old looking house. Tracy seemed so excited to be here but Nick was just quiet after we left the cemetery."Starving Savannah?" Tracy gazed at me over the rear view mirror."A little." I answered."Don't worry. Nick is here. He knows how to cook." She says before unbuckling her seat belt.When they stepped out of the car, I did too. I pulled my blouse down to cover my showing skin above my garter and then finally stared at the white colored house. Vines were creeping on the corners of the house and I see a patio swing right on the porch. I walked behind them as we march our way near the house."Who owns this house?" I asked."We do. It's where we used to live before we headed college." Tracy answered.Nick ins
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CHAPTER 17 Fanaa
CHAPTER 17 FanaaFanaa- destruction of self; "destroyed in love"Origin: Arabic and Urdu17I take the supplies that I need to clean his wound and lay them out on the counter. I prop up my leg leaning it on the toilet bowl just below his crotch and placed his hand on my leg.I.Put.His.Hand.On.My.Leg.Holy hell.His arm draping across my leg and I wish my hands would calm down and not shake while I clean his wound. As I start putting alcohol over the cut with the cotton ball clipped with the tweezers, I push all of my hair to one side so it won't intervene while I'm cleaning his wound. I was amazed that he doesn't flinch at all from the stinging pain. He just sat there and doesn't make a sound. I was even silently wincing for him but he just watches me work quietly. We didn't talk as always.I don't know if he was looking at his hand or thinking if I was doing it right even though I know what I'm doing, or he was looking at my face. I don't know because I'm too nervous to look a
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CHAPTER 18 Serendipity
CHAPTER 18 SerendipitySerendipity- finding something good without looking for it18"I'm very attracted to you Savannah." He repeats.My heart leaps."But I just don't want those extra other stuff between us." He added while holding the back of his neck.My eyebrows furrowing."Other stuff?" My voice shying away."Those boyfriend and girlfriend thing. I don't want that." He said firm.Holy hell.I just do not know what to say to him or even how to react to that thing he just confessed to me. I wait for a little more to rethink again and then think a lot more. He just admitted to me that he just wants to have sex with me. He doesn't want those sweet little things done in a relationship. He doesn't want it to lead into something. He wants sec from me. Nothing but sex.I should be punching him or hitting him with my fists and I should be mad at him because that's what he's only after me but the fact that he chose to kiss me after those straight eight years, makes me flatter. I find it
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CHAPTER 19 Saudade
CHAPTER 19 SaudadeSaudade- the feeling of longing for something or someone who you love which is lostOrigin: Portuguese19NICK'S POVEIGHT YEARS AGO"Is this how you do it?" I asked.Catherine looks over at me while I was chopping the spices she needs for the spicy spaghetti she's teaching me. She laughs and stands behind my back as she pressed her front on me."Love, that's too small..." she giggles."Is it?" I pulled my head up to her."But don't worry. It'll work out just fine later I guess." She leans over and kissed my cheeks while her blond hair falls to my left shoulder.I smile at her.She keeps kissing my cheek while her arms were holding around my chest. Her breasts pressed against my back. Catherine was teaching me how to cook and even though I hate cooking, she forced me to and since I love her so much, I allowed myself to learn. At least if we'll go to college, I'm ready to make meals for her if she comes home late.Catherine walks back to the burner with the chopping
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CHAPTER 20 Aistra
CHAPTER 20 AistraAistraTranslation: infatuationOrigin: Lithuanian20SAVANNAH'S POVI missed my first class today but it was alright because it was worth it anyways and I'm still not over the fact that I just allowed myself to let Nick have sex with me as much as he and I wants to. My brother will kill me if he'll know about this and I'm doing it with a frat guy. I haven't seen Nick around the campus too after he dropped me and Tracy off the dorm a while ago.My mind was floating the whole day. I was thinking about Nick and when we will be finally doing it. I was physically present in my classes but I was mentally absent because I'm imagining Nick and how kissed me that night. I could still feel his lips and I always smile at myself when I remember how it tasted. He was such a great kisser.I walked out of my class and I was thankful that the day was over. I'm tired and I haven't had enough sleep because we left too early a while ago. The only problem I have right now is I need to
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