Alle Kapitel von Love Ain't Always Pretty: Kapitel 31 – Kapitel 40

CHAPTER 32 CaimCaim- an invisible circle of protection that reminds you that you are safe and loved even in the darkest times; sanctuaryOrigin: Scottish32I pulled myself up from the bed."Where are you going?" Nick asked."Shower. I need to take a shower before I sleep." I said while grabbing my towel.He glances at his watch. "It's already eleven in the evening."I nodded. "Yeah, what's wrong with that?"He stares at me as I grab my mini basket that contains all the things I need for my shower --- shampoo, body wash, shaver, conditioner and some other extra stuff. I started slipping off from my clothes in front of him leaving me with nothing but my underwear on then I quickly wrapped my towel around my body. We just looked at each other for a few seconds and I was waiting for him to get up from the bed and tell me that he's going to join me in the shower.Oh please join me in the shower, Nick."I'll just wait for you here, then." he says.I sigh inwardly."Alright. Don't touch a

CHAPTER 34 La Douleur Exquise La Douleur Exquise- the heart-wrenching pain of wanting the affection of someone unattainableOrigin: French34It was unexpected to see Channing around here and it was very coincidental that I had to be with Nick. It's not that I don't want them to meet, but I just dont want Nick to feel a little bit down when he sees Channing. I know Nick hates or has a problem about rich people and Channing is rich and can be very boastful sometimes."Does that have cheese?" I asked Nick. Trying to make a conversation with him."Yeah. You want it?" Nick asked.Channing softly laughs. "Savannah doesn't like cheese, man."I gaze at Channing. He remembers.I moved my head back to Nick who looked a little bit pissed. We just continued eating again while Channing and I just kept talking about how his days went well in Ohio State University then he would ask me about how mine went in WSU too while Nick was just eating quietly. We didn't mean to make him feel out of place

CHAPTER 36 VidendaVidenda- the things that should be seen or visited, especially if because they mark the character of a person or place; "What is to be observed"Origin: Latin36"We're here!" Channing calls out to us.Nick and I started walking closer to Channing and we were finally here. I could already hear the sound of the waterfall and when I stood right next to Channing, the view was always breathtaking. I missed this place too much and I'm just glad we're back here. This time, Nick is with us.Channing starts walking on the downhill pathway, closer to the waterfall while Nick helped me walking down. We finally reached where Channing was and it was evident on his face that he was excited as I am. All of us put our bags down on the ground and Channing isn't wasting any time because he's already taking his shirt off. His body didn't change at all. He looked at me."Come on guys. Let's waste no time and have fun." Channing says to me.Channing walks up to a higher spot, the same

CHAPTER 38 Sinbi (신비)Sinbi (신비)Translation: MysteryOrigin: Korean38SAVANNAH'S POVI threw myself to bed and I'm already so exhausted even though it's still Wednesday. I have this seriously difficult project to pass on Friday which I'm still not done with, the same day as my exam for English I. I haven't memorized the English writers needed to be memorized. The past three days, I haven't seen Nick again. He's always gone so long and just pops out of nowhere all of a sudden. I know I shouldn't be allowed to look for him because we have no label but he makes me worried about him sometimes.The door swings open, "Ugh! Good thing I saw you."It was Tracy.She walks inside and slammed the door behind her. She sits on my bed and I smiled at her. She looks as tired as I am. "I need a hug." She sighs.She opens her arms wide to me with a rueful smile. I pulled myself up and just hugged her. I rubbed her back. "What's wrong?" I asked."Clyde and I fought. Nick is not picking up his phone w

CHAPTER 40 Furyo (不慮)Furyo (不慮)Translation: AccidentalOrigin: Japanese40I got myself busy and studied my lessons during the rest days of the week. I tried to avoid seeing him, I would eat dinner earlier than Tracy. I would do it on purpose or I would go out alone just to avoid seeing Nick. I keep on reminding myself that it's for the best. I know it's for the best. It might actually help me just a little bit to get over this feeling I have for him and I wish it would at least help.Now based on the way things that happened last Wednesday, I doubt that he actually cares much for me. He didn't even try to call or text me after that night. He completely treated me like shit.If I did something wrong that he didn't like, I expected that he would eventually explain it to me what it was or at least tell me what the hell upset him so much that night, but no he didn't bother telling me about it and I really hate it. The last thing I got from him was the slamming of his bedroom door after