Lahat ng Kabanata ng The Red moon Goddess : Kabanata 31 - Kabanata 40

I woke up slowly, the heat around me warm and comforting, which I knew was caused by my mates who were all pressed against a part of my body, each one snoring away, though I couldn't fall back to sleep. Worry had my mind running circles around itself, not knowing whether I should relax or not. I rolled over, watching the rise and fall of Zane's chest as he slept peacefully, wishing that I could too, I needed the rest after the night we had, but I couldn't. my mind kept going back to Balthazar, wondering what he was doing and what his plan was, he had already sent vampires to search for me. What other lengths would he go to? How do I know that I will ever be safe?I hated the thought of going back to him, of having to be his slave once more, yet I also hated the thought of my mates getting hurt because of me. What if we couldn't stop the next attack so easily? What would happen to them and the pack if I was captured? their was so m

I sobbed into my shoulder, not know the first thing about what I should do, or how I was going to get out of this. Without Nyx or my power I was completely helpless, unable to protect myself or my mates from this unknown man, all I know is thaf he commands rogues and knows about Balthazar, which isn't much to go on at all. I didn't know who he was or why he wanted me apart from that he feels the mate bond, but I didn't care about it. I didn't want anything to do with him, after all; if he was my mate, he'd love and protect me. Right? He wouldn't lock me away in a dark dungeon and suppress my wolf with wolfsbane. hours pass as I knell their, completely defeated and alone, afraid of what will happen when he returns. How could I ever agree to him marking me? I didn't want my mates to die, but I had a horrible feeling that if he marks me, I will never see them again. I will never be happy again. 

I sob into Drax's shoulder as he walks up the basement stairs and to the main house, my mind swirling with fear and worry. Is he really going to mark me against my will? I try my best to struggle in his grasp, though I am too weak from the wolfsbane and unable to get a decent shot against him from this angle. he takes us into a relatively large kitchen and places me onto one of the counter tops before retrieving a first aid kit, my eyes going wide. I needed to think of something and fast, I couldn't allow this to happen, I couldn't be most mate. Drax takes out some antiseptic wipes and begins cleaning the open wounds on my wrists as I whimper, attempting to come up with a plan. "Please... You don't have to do this, let me go home, I won't tell anyone what has happened." I beg, hoping he would see reason. He stops what he is going as looks into my eyes, his jaw ticking with anger. "Whe

Drax grabbed my wrist and lead me out of the safety of the bedroom, moving quickly as he dragged me down the stairs. The rogue alphas pack house wasn't as big as the one I was used to, only spread out across three floors, but it was still big enough to get lost, something that I didn't want. I couldn't afford to draw attention to myself, these men were rogues, they didn't listen to the laws set out for all wolves.They didnt care about being nice or caring, each of them were monsters, killing packs where ever they went. Even the children who couldn't defend themselves. I hated them all and wished their was something I could do to destroy them myself. They didn't deserve to live, not after all they had done. I knew that if I tried to run I would be caught and sent back down to that dungeon, and it wouldn't be good for me or Drax. He didn't want me to embarrass him in front of his pack of rogues, and I didn't blame him. I suppose that any sign of weakness t

My hearing was assaulted by a strange beeping noise, one that was constant and unrelenting. I groaned, unable to move my body as every muscle screamed at me to stay still, to ignore my need to get up and go. I peeled my eyes open to see a white room, wires attatched to my arms and chest. where am I ? I wondered as I looked around, noticing nothing that I would recognise. "we are in some sort of hospital." Came Nyx's grouchy voice, her growls snapping me out of whatever fog I had been trapped in. "Oh thank the goddess, Nyx you are here!" I cried, actual tears slipping from my eyes. "I've been so lost without you." "I was suppressed but I knew you were there, I've been trying to contact you." She whisper, as though someone might over hear us. "I've been trying to reach you too, but I couldn't. They injected us with silver and wolfsbane." "we need to