I never loved these things that are so complicated and that are even becoming more complicated because of the people who handle it. Chris must have made up his mind. I kept telling him to tell Leira everything and now I think he is trying to build up the courage to do it. “Yes man up! Or you will lose in two world, stupid asshole!” He doesn’t like that I am interfering but he cannot do anything about me unless he makes me vanish – which I think he cannot – and he lets me take over the body. The latter would be better but he wouldn’t really do that. He went to Leira with a strawberry ice cream – must be her favorite, as a peace offering to her. When Chris finally admitted that he likes her, she doesn’t care at all. She continuously licks the ice cream – which is actually very sexy, I’d say – and does not listen to him. I wanted to hit these two people. When Chris is ready to talk, Leira isn’t attentive to him. When Leira wants to know everything – this guy doesn’t have the courage

I held the cage that Chris made. It was made of steel and surprisingly I can feel it. It was like a dome – a bird cage. Then he just vanished once again and left me here with the eyes and nothing more. I held my fist tightly. Damn him! I made my way out – it was longer than the first time. I even kissed Leira and let the words run out of my mouth – that I love her. Damn. I must really be out of my mind because of that thing that I just said. Yet, I couldn’t blame anyone for what happened. It was the peak of the moment, her face was so near to me and there was the urge inside me to just kiss her and feel her lips to mine. I could still hear them outside but my vision is not clear due to the steel. I can’t see clearly with my eyes being blocked. Damn that Chris! I know the trick now – I should walk and follow the light but how am I going to do that now if I am right here?! I sat down and tried to listen and see the world outside based on what Chris sees. Chris has his ways to

My strong feelings affect everything that is happening around here. It makes me stronger too. I can overcome Chris and take my body back due to emotions. Now the only problem is, how could I maintain it? Chris knows this. He basically knew this and he knew I would figure out this trick. Maybe I could cage him as well or just imagine him being gone into our lives and he would miraculously be gone. I would never know, until I try. This place – Ariel City – had caused her so much pain. Not just this place but the people who are living here, specifically her family. She blames herself for what happened to her mom, she thinks that she killed her. But that wasn’t the case. That is just what her father told her, he made her believe that it was entirely her fault. And now she doesn’t even trust herself, her decision, and she’s reluctant to everything yet impulsive. My girl. For the meantime that I am still figuring out how to control my emotions, I hope Chris would take care of h

I’ve been waiting for Chris to tell Leira everything. I have already thought that he is really something else. Of course I know and I should know how to look at the person. I do businesses, so it matters to assess if the person that I am talking with has real intentions. I risk but safe risks where I know I would win and I am not the one who will be below the hands. I looked at Leira and there was fear in her eyes, while Chris just continued his story. I want to put the matters in my own hands. “Shit! Shit! You’re scaring her!” It felt like Chris was smirking at me and he was telling me that, ‘this is what you want – to tell her everything, and now that I am telling her everything you wanted me to stop?’ He is just looking directly at Leira, making me look at her expression too. “You just have to bear with it, you deserve to know the truth. You deserve to know who he really is.” I said to her in my mind only. I can’t voice it out now because she’s unable to hear me, Chris would

The hands of the clock rotated on its own and even if I wanted to control it, I couldn't stop it. From its slow rotation, it started to rotate at a certain speed. As the rotation sped up, I felt like being sucked into somewhere. I feel like being sucked into a huge vacuum. There is no way that I couldn’t stop it no matter what I do. My head was spinning and everything that I could see was being sucked up along with me. It felt like a warp or something. It felt like I teleported and from traveling through unknown nothingness, then the sound of the chugging train is what I heard first. I closed and opened my eyes a lot of times to test if what I am seeing was real. A mountain view! And not just a simple mountain view, I am not just looking at it through what someone else was seeing. I am seeing it for myself! I almost lost my balance because of my joy. I am finally the one who is controlling my body! What feels more exhilarating is that I can’t feel the presence of Chris if he’s