บททั้งหมดของ It Started When It Ended: บทที่ 71 - บทที่ 80

Everytime I close my eyes, I fear that I would wake up in my reality and be far away from her again. I don’t want to sleep at all if only I could. I checked myself and saw that I am still in Chris’ house – in my house – at Octavius subdivision. The house is used but it’s empty because I am living alone. Today, I am planning to have a background check about Leira. Although this world is identical to mine, there are still slight differences that are occurring here. I don’t want to risk my movements only to make her run away from me. Chris of this world is a financial investor and a shareholder of different companies across the Disney Republic – just like what I used to do. It’s no sweat for me. It still amazes me that this is really happening. As I showered, the thoughts of Leira and everything that resembles her and the Leira in my world fascinates me. I just hope that if I can’t save her from my world, I hope I will be able to save her from her’s. My sister greeted me with a

There is no way Dr. Carval and I could communicate. By now, I am sure that he is feasting while taking care of my physical body and assuming that the experiment was successful. Now, I have to put my plans into action. "Let's set a bucket list of yours." I convinced her and tried everything that I could. If Chris’ of this world doesn’t have the same attitude as I do, it won’t be a problem since they haven’t met. Too bad he didn’t meet the best person one could ever ask for. She might be this hard-headed, hides her feelings most of the time, and indecisive, but once she has set her eyes on you. Everything would fall into its places and she would do everything for you. I know that. I’ve experienced that. And I could never let go of that feeling. Right now is what matters and I would just have to figure out all the things that would come next. After persuading her so hard, she finally agreed to just at least list down all the things she wanted to experience before her death. It’s j

I forgot that one whole thing. The thing where I have to really vanish and come back to my world – hopefully succeeding in my plans. At times, when I become overly attentive to her – it was just like the old times. If I wanted it to happen, I should set aside the Leira that I know. I have to know this Leira in front of me. I have to know her more – deeper than what I already know from the Leira of my world. Leira of my world did not fall in love with anyone else – except to me – in college. We were together by that time – in a forbidden love, hindered by her family. We did everything we could to save our relationship from being stopped by her family – especially her mom. They didn’t want her to have a boyfriend. I fulfilled the promise that I made to myself where I’ll court her and make her mine at the right time. But to her mom, it’s still wrong. Still not the right time. That’s what she is just saying because she kept telling me that I am not the right type of guy for her. So w

Leira is jealous of Selene. It’s the only rational reason I could think of. She’s being too grumpy and whenever Selene is around, her eyebrows are furrowed. I held her hand. I let her in the meantime. She’s too cute for ignoring me, makes me feel that she wanted me alone for herself. She left soon after she cooked the rice. Selene and I were grilling. “Ayos lang ba siya?” Selene asked me. I chuckled at Selene. “Leira is having a hard time admitting her true feelings to herself.” Selene was sitting next to me. “Ang mga bagay na ginagawa natin para sa pag-ibig, grabe ano? Kahit na sa ibang mundo at sabihin man ng ibang tao na hindi na sila ‘yung taong minahal natin, hindi tayo mapipigilan ng bagay na ‘yun.” I agreed to Selene’s words. It doesn’t matter. Dr. Carval clearly explained to us that there will be slight differences, in some other cases, there are major changes that are happening. In some other worlds, it’s an exact opposite. “But this world is the closest to the world we’re

I saw her making out with someone else. I think my blood boiled and I lost my sense to discern things. I came near her to see if it was really her. The Leira that I know, she doesn’t do things like this. She doesn’t kiss anyone else except me. She doesn’t go to bars because she is prohibited to do so and I do not let her do so. Just to her right is Selene who was dancing, she lost her thoughts and her hands were up in the air. She’s having a good time, partying while Leira is having fun with another guy. I saw the bartender put a pill on Selene’s drink and then give it to her. Selene accepted the drink without hesitation and drank it straight. Selene became even wilder, she almost removed her clothes on the dancefloor. I cannot bear it anymore so I punched the guy that Leira is making out with. I don’t care. All I can think of is I wanted to kill that guy here and now and no one would ever know it’s me because I can ask the owner of the bar to clean this mess for me. I punched t