6. Dead in the water
Tim gives me a sturdy hug."I think it's too difficult a situation to believe you, Alex. But I believe that you believe it, and maybe that's enough for now ...” I feel so discouraged. I so desperately want Tim to know it's real. But it's no use, I can't prove it. Tim has even decided to return. I don't want to come, I'm not ready yet.“It'll be fine," Tim tries to reassure me, "We'll both find our way.” Despite my despair, I have to smile.“So you let the gnomes show you the way back,” I say teasingly. He playfully bumps into my arm, "Yes of course.” I feel sad that he's leaving me, but maybe it's okay. I get too caught up in my confusion between old and present feelings towards him. I need to focus clearly on my mission again. We both walk our own way, him home, me to the lake. During my hike through the beautiful nature, courage slowly returns. The glass is half full. I may not have been able to prove to Tim what is possible, but I was able to change something
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