My heart jump at that but maybe it didn't show in my face.Even my father still didn't show me a little bit of my mom.Maybe they were trying to let me rest dahil hindi ko naramdaman ang kahit na anong restrictions nila sa akin magmula noong nalaman ko ang tungkol sa pagkatao ko .Ansel look so calm.His expression was kind of the same,kahit ang pagtitig sa kanya ay ganoon pa'rin naman pero nakikita ko na ang alanganin sa mukha niya dahil sa bagal ng pagsagot ko."If that's already okay with you.I can—tour you with some other places"he stared at my expression. That is a good place to go to kaya lang nakikita ko na ang malapit na paglubog ng araw ay hindi nakabawas ang mga natitirang liwanag para makita ko si Ansel bilang anghel.That is too much i guess,but I'm glad that he suggest that pero . .. wala pa nga sa bahay ang mga kasama ko—nangunot ang noo ko ng marealize kong may trabaho pa nga pala siya."Are you not busy?"naitanong ko na lang.Nasa kompanya pa sila ng mga ganitong oras hindi b

'I'm still in the meeting though'Napangiti ako sa kakulitan ni Ansel.I look at myself infront of the full body mirror i received from none other than Ada.Yep,tapos na ang pasko na siyang unang pasko ko.We celebrate with the maids and it was an amazing Christmas for me.They all gave me a gift and I don't mean even the maids though they received something from me and from my family as a thanks for always taking care of us.I received gifts from my friends,from my family and from Aunt Letty and Ansel.Umpisa na ng last grading ,at ito ang unang pasok namin sa school.When we had the long awaited overnight sa bahay nila Krystal ,Ada insist of buying a new pair of uniform.Medyo nagtagal kami sa ganoong usapan because ilang months na lang ang pasukan hindi na namin kailangan pa ng bagong uniform pero sa huli wala din naman kaming nagawa ni Krystal kung hindi ang sumunod sa kanya.Sa full length body mirror tinignan ko ang magandang fit ng school uniform na suot ko.Ada insist on getting me on

Can someone just tell me something to make me snapped at myself.Sa tahimik at malamig na lobby ng kompanya ni Ansel pinili ng utak ang mahipnotismo sa sinabi niya.My brain keep thinking about that gray suit na naging paborito na'rin yata ng utak kong punahin ng punahin.I awkwardly smiled at him ."I'm not used hearing compliments"napatingin siya sa tumaas kong kamay para alisin ang naging pagtayo ng balahibo ko sa siko.Nagpakita ang ngiti ni Ansel at pakiramdam ko mas lalo akong nabingi ng buong paligid."The curls is really beautiful"puna niya pa.I nodded my head and look at our surroundings.The workers is watching us from here.Sino ba namang hindi kung ang isang ito ay dito talaga ako hinintay .I was actually expecting I'll arrive at his office at madadatnan ko nga siya doon pero hindi naman nangyari."Come on ,i think i have a lot of things to do"aya ko at nag-umpisa ng umabante.Pinilit ko ang sarili kong ignorahin ang mga tingin.This wasn't the usual thing that they see in the lob

I look at him carefully ,really carefully.Sa ngayon may mga dumagdag ng emosyon niya na alam kong meron din pala siya.Ansel can be mean ,can be caring ,can be caring and cold at the same time .Kagaya na lang ng paghahangad ko sa labas ,dahil palagi na lang akong nasa loob.Maybe i missed things inside or may mga hindi lang na-explore ,kagaya ng park na pinagdalhan sa'kin ni Ada ,na noon ko lang din nalaman .I was so curious on what i will find out outside that i missed having inside.Nakakatawa na lang na maiisip ko ito in the middle of a conversation with at sa panahon at taon pa na ,na kung saan malapit na akong umalis."Do you see me, as someone bad right now?"his expression change once again and i don't know why my mind and eyes will clearly made some moments to capture it.Ngumiti ako at tinignan ang kamay naming magkahawak.Something i know that a couple should do was to hold hands ,kiss,hug--things like that.Hindi ko pa na-sesearch kung pwede lang ba sa magkaibigan ang ganitong gaw

I totally won't like to prepare at this kind of hours.So as they said that it is supposed to be a surprise for me but they ended up telling me their surprise instead.It was because i can't give them exact answers kaya naman kinailangan ko na nga yatang iinvolve ang sarili ko kahit na supposed to be 'surprise' nga 'yon.Now that it is just a week before my 18th birthday at ngayon mas lalo akong naging busy.I was with different people everyday at kahit na pagod na ako madalas, i can't just said no dahil naaapura na'rin naman sila kaya naman pinipilit ko na lang ang sarili ko pagdating sa hapon.We are planning about the debut program ,about the invites ,themes ,venue ,whatsoever. Kung alam ko lang na napakarami pa lang gagawin bago ang pinaka-actual i don't think i will like to throw a grand party again.Dahil nga businessman ang dalawang lalaki sa buhay ko,they told me that they really needed most of their partners in business to be invited at nalulula na ako ngayon pa lang dahil hindi k