Chapter 51 – Lance Waking up after having that raw and intricately unprecedented conversation with Jayler was something I didn’t know I needed this entire time. I know I have been dying to have a conversation with him just to clear things up but I wasn’t under this impression that it would solve hell of a lot that’s been weighing me down. I felt utterly good in a sense that my chest doesn’t feel heavy anymore and I haven’ felt this good in a very long time—not even before I met Jayler. Last night was probably one of the rawest and I would still say one of the most vulnerable night that I’ve had with someone even though I haven’t shed a single tear, but I was just comfortable with Jayler’s company. I guess I was relatively carried away by the moment that I told bits and pieces of my childhood story to Jayler not knowing that it would give me such a soothing effect. Jayler felt easy to talk to and even when he’s not asking about my background, I felt compelled to tell him some if not al

Chapter 53 – Lance The night was surely promising in a lot of ways not exactly for me but for Jayler and his journey. I know things are moving a lot faster than it should be but I feel like it’s just fitting that I introduce him to this world now rather than waiting just to take things at a slower pace. This is going to be his first time seeing a drag show and I just thought it’s just the perfect place for the introduction and I’m pretty certain that he’ll have a blast while still learning about the stuff that he needs to learn. I’m likely to believe that he’ll be shocked with the vibrant culture and the myriad of gay stuff that he’ll be learning tonight but he’s going to have a good time. “Here we are,” I mouthed once we got out of the taxi. “The Babylon Club.” “Okay. This is where we are meeting your friends?” He asked observing the entrance of the club. “Yes this is where all of the fun stuff happens.” I trailed reassuring him that we’ll be having some fun tonight. “Me and my fr

Chapter 55 – Lance A mix of vodka and nicotine lingered from Jayler’s mouth as he eagerly sucked my lower lip with such wetness. I was just trying to put him to bed knowing that he’s already fucked up wasted but he seemed to have gained his consciousness back once he realized we weren’t at the Babylon Club anymore. I gently kissed him back just to let him know that I’m aware of what’s currently happening but the truth was, I don’t really have the right strength to fight back and somehow, I’m thinking that I should be mindful of my actions. I’m still aware of the blatant fact that Jayler’s still a minor and even if he’s turning eighteen in the next few weeks or so, it’s really not a valid reason for me to give him everything intimately sensual that he wanted. I attempted to unfasten my lips from his. I was slowly and carefully pulling away hoping that he’d be sleepy enough to let me go but then he noticed what I was trying to move away. He grabbed the back of my head pulling me back wi

Chapter 57 – Jayler By sound of it, Lance seemed like he’s traumatized by things moving faster than it should’ve. For me, I don’t think things moving faster between us was something to be scared of but that’s only because I haven’t been in this place before. Everything that’s going on is entirely new to me and if this is how our relationship is going to go, I’m all aboard with it. And I don’t see any reason as to why something like this can be so scary to him. He doesn’t have to worry about anything because I’m not like playing around him or that I’m just moving along with the flow. I really do like him, I’m pretty sure of that. He makes me happy and I feel like I could just be myself around him. I don’t have to think about my actions because frankly he’s the nicest guy that I’ve met. He opened my eyes about the fact that I really do like guys and if it weren’t for him, I might still be trying to force myself to like girls. This night proved to be something of a great experience that

Chapter 59 – Lance I have never been this effortlessly happy in my entire life. I know it’s way too early to say those words but it’s just the lingering truth and I’m already claiming the positive energy all with open heart. Jayler was the sole reason for that happiness and I’m just basking in the glory of the joy and security that I’m getting around him. I am glad that I got to know Jayler motherfucking Mendoza. I’m highly thankful to the gods above that I got to know him even better and I wouldn’t exchange it for anything else in the world. I wouldn’t exchange this beautiful relationship for a better career. I wouldn’t exchange this wonderful human being for money or fame or power. “Can I do the cooking?” Jayler asked sneaking up behind me. He gave me a clingy hug on my waist as I was turning on the stove and I felt incredible that I could just faint in the moment. “You sure ‘bout that?” I turned my head and looked at him. His hair was still messy and frizzy brought about by the w