Lahat ng Kabanata ng Love Me, Alpha: Kabanata 11 - Kabanata 20

The darkness heightened my fear as time passed. I cowered in the corner, all the bad memories collapsing and nearly overwhelming my nerves.I couldn't take it anymore, but I didn't want to die here.The smell of blood mixed with a faint floral scent, which was my pheromone, filled the air.Alvin once described it as gaudy and vulgar, as a rotten rose crushed in the rain.I'd never despised rose so much.I'm not sure how long it took, but I gradually lost consciousness.A light appeared at the end of my vision at the end of my memory. Someone broke through the darkness and approached me, whispering my name.Is it a guardian angel? Will it deliver me to heaven...The angle was extremely gentle. He held me tightly as if he was afraid of breaking me.I wanted to tell him, "It's all right, I'm dead." Dead people do not feel pain.But I couldn't say anything.I wasn't dead.I was still in pain.Despite my muzziness, something tore through my flesh and made me want to roll around in pain. Th

"You're not required to see him."Kevin spoke too casually, as if, if he said I didn't need to see Alvin, I wouldn't see him.Perhaps my eyes betrayed my inner apprehension. "The Li family does not cover the sky with one hand, and Alvin is not omnipotent," he said with a light laugh.A sharp glint flashed in his eyes near the end of his words. He might have thought I didn't notice, but because of my precarious life with Alvin, I was extremely sensitive to such things.Doctor Kevin didn't appear to be your average doctor. Nobody would dare to bring up the Li's in such a way.Well, I recall he had the surname Li himself."Your heart isn't in good shape, so stay away from things that can cause violent mood swings," he said, his eyes flickering with contempt and disgust before returning to his usual indifferent and calm expression.I suddenly remembered the primary school teacher saying, "Children are not allowed to eat candies if you want good teeth."That being said, I attempted to stay

My sleeping patterns were erratic on the third day, but I never dreamed.On the fourth day, I ran into an old friend I hadn't seen in a long time.I could only sigh, knowing I had let him down.Adam walked in, his eyes almost red, and took a deep breath. It was the first time I'd seen him act like this.He blamed me first for not taking care of my health, and then Kevin for not telling him right away.He then went on and on about Alvin for about half an hour.Kevin and I do nothing but listen to his cussing and cursing.Kevin couldn't laugh or cry. He poured himself a glass of juice and told us he'd leave us alone to talk before returning to his study room to read some documents.Adam began running his mouth as Kevin's foot stepped out the door, "Did you know that the Li family has been in shambles lately?"I didn't know, and I didn't want to find out. But since Adam had brought it up, I was genuinely interested. Despite Adam's repressed expression, I asked cooperatively, "What happen

We sat on the courtyard bench to soak up the rays.It had been a long time since I had been able to live and breathe so peacefully. Only after I knew and experienced what freedom was like did I realize how oppressive it was living at Alvin's house.Alvin was the owner of that house, which was like a cage that trapped me inside.Kevin told me he'd be gone for a while and that I needed to take care of myself in the coming days.I inquired, nervously, "Where are you going, did Alvin do anything to you.""My susceptibility period is approaching," he said helplessly.Period of susceptibility...In physiology class, it was taught that it is similar to an omega's estrus, alphas in their susceptibility period would be extremely sensitive to pheromones and difficult to control.The greater the alpha's level, the more terrifying their susceptibility period.Even a very sane and calm Kevin would go insane in his susceptibility. It wasn't his fault, but he was an alpha.After being with Alvin for

Kevin's sigh brushed against my neck."I'd like to know what I want as well. I'm curious what led you to believe that there is only a paid relationship between people.""I'm not interested in your money...""I don't want you to pay me back." He took a deep breath and buried his head on my shoulder. "If you do it again, I will do something I will regret.I gradually calmed down after being held by Kevin for a long time.Kevin persevered despite the fact that the house still had pheromones left by Zen. He couldn't go on like this, so we returned to Deep Meadow.The Alphas and Omegas consciously vanished within Kevin's perceptible range, leaving only the Butler, a beta, at the door.Kevin took my hand as we exited the car. I was embarrassed to flee, and the kind old gentlemen noticed and teased me, saying, "The little young master really couldn't leave sir for a moment.""Indeed," Kevin said calmly, one step ahead of me.His hands were big, his palms were hot and comfortable, and his lit