All Chapters of Ruins of a Sinner: Chapter 31 - Chapter 40

I LEAN comfortably on my leather sofa seat on the right most corner of the vintage cafe as I munched on my red velvet cake. My eyes never left Zach who was now sitting, three tables away from me, with three gentlemen in semi-formal attires. I was enjoying myself as I witnessed how professional he is in dealing with his client. A smile would immediately spread on my lips when his gaze will turn to me and then he will cock his eyebrows at me as if checking if I'm alright.Actually, kanina pa hindi nawawala ang ngiti sa mga labi ko. Yesterday, the whole Saturday was about Zach and I enjoying ourselves inside our villa. Then, I woke up from Zach's kisses and ticklish caresses. He made me breakfast in bed and we took bath together. Sunod no'n, inaya niya akong ikutin ang buong resort and I really did a good time- because this is the first time in the span of our almost one year of relationship that we actually acted like real couples. We hold hands in public, he made me laughed with his no

One year ago...I groaned when my cellphone's loud alarm woke me up from my deep slumber. Just shut the fuck up!Kinapa-kapa ko ang ilalim ng unan ko kung saan ko inilalagay ang aking cellphone bago matulog. Nakakunot ang noo kong pinatay ang alarm at papikit-pikit pang tiningnan ang screen ng cellphone ko para tingnan ng oras. My eyes widened when I saw the time- it was just seven in the morning.Pabalyang ibinaba ko ang cellphone sa kama bago napatingin sa kisame ng silid ko para isipin kung Sabado nga ba ngayon. Yeah. Wala akong pasok ngayon. So, why the heck did I alarm this early?My mind wandered about yesterday, trying so hard to think why did I need to wake up this early for a Saturday?Kaagad akong napabalikwas nang pagkakabangon nang maalala ko ang dahilan ng alarm na 'yon. My eyes darted back to my cellphone when it started ringing. I bit my bottom lip before I slowly get my phone. Cora is calling. Shit."Cora, Sissy!"A loud grunt was heard from the other line before Cora

I heard him chuckled before a soft caress was felt on my arms. Nanatili ako sa posisyon na 'yon habang nagpatuloy si Zach sa pagluluto. My hands settled on his abdomen and I could feel his hard abs against the fabric of the apron he's wearing."Hmnn... I'm not on the menu, Baby."Unti-unti akong bumalik sa mood at nawala na ang isip ko tungkol sa pamilya ko. Sinakyan ko ang sinabi ni Zach. My right hand playfully slid under the apron and touch his skin. He gasped and because of that he's abs contract. "Your hand is so warm against my skin, Ava."Sinimulan kong halikan ang hubad na likuran ni Zach habang ang kamay ko ay bumababa sa gitna ng boxer shorts niya. His body became rigid when my hand touched his length outside his shorts. "So huge as always, Daddy."Ang isa kong kamay ay humahaplos sa malaki niyang braso habang patuloy ang paghalik ko sa likod niya. His breathing became ragged when my hand made its way inside his boxers. Nang mahanap ng kamay ko ang pagkalalaki niya, kusang n

Walang lingon akong umalis ng cafeteria. Mabilis ang bawat hakbang ko habang nakayuko upang walang makakita ng mga luhang kusang tumulo nang makalabas na ako ng cafeteria.I don't know where I am going but I know I have to get away as far as I can. I need a place where no one knows me to see me cry.Totoo talaga 'yung sinasabi nila. Pagkatapos ng saya— matinding sakit at kalungkutan. Wala pa man ang kasal nila Zach, ganito na kaagad ang sakit na nararamdaman ko— paano ko kakayanin na dumalo at saksihan ang mismong kasal?I roughly brushed away the tears from my cheeks as I keep on walking. I was begging my own feet to bring me somewhere no one knows who I am. Somewhere I can cry. Somewhere I can show the real me — a wounded warrior of love.Hindi ko alam kung saan ako patungo hanggang sa bumangga ako sa kung sino. I was about to fall but strong set of hands held my arms to steady my body. I had to immediately cover my face when I heard his voice."Ava?"It was Rupert."A-ano... Nagmam

Year 2018, April(Three years ago...)"Nick!" Nanginginig ang mga binti ko habang nakataas at nakadikit ang mga tuhod ko sa hubad kong dibdib. "Ohhh!"Dama ko ang pawis sa buo kong katawan at ang katas sa gitna ng mga hita ko dahil sa sarap ng ginagawa ni Nick sa akin.Mahigpit ang hawak ni Nick sa mga binti ko para panatilihin ako sa aking posisyon. Nasa ilalim ko siya habang patuloy na dinidilaan ang butas ng pang-upo ko. Dama ko ang pagbalot ng laway niya sa pumipintig na butas ko habang salitan ang dila at daliri niya sa pagpapaluwag sa ikalawa kong butas.Pagod na ako. Pero matapos angkinin ni Nick ang pagkababae ko— hiniling niya ulit na mapasok ang ikalawa kong butas. Masakit nung una niyang ginawa sa akin 'yon pero nung paulit-ulit na, nagustuhan ko na rin. Nagustuhan ko kasi kita ko kung gaano nag-enjoy at mas nabaliw sa akin si Nick. Sabi niya ayaw ni Ate Agatha gawin iyon kaya sobrang humanga raw siya na pumayag ako."Ohh Nick! Hmnn... Ang sarap!""Ava, tangina. Mahal na ma