Semua Bab The Wolf Within : Bab 21 - Bab 30

"I Should Get Going..." she whispered breathing down my neck. Her hands gripping my waist tight against her body as if she didn't want to let go. As if she didn't just say she had to get going. "mhm..." I responded with a little moan as her lips found mine and I started kissing her back. This was not going to end how we wanted. "work..." she managed to whisper again in between the kiss, still not showing any interest of wanting to stop. I didn't want to let go too. I was so used to this feeling lately. Us making out for hours was the new norm now. I have come to enjoy the torturous of needing her sexualy and not getting her. We were trying to take things slow but also we did things that lead us to make it difficult for us to take things slow. So I didn't stop either. I opened my mouth and took her bottom lip in between mine then pinned our bodies hard against each other. I wanted her.. The more we did these the more it was getting harder and harder for me. With all this happenin

After locking my room and making sure that nothing could get in, I hurried back to my bathroom and looked at myself in the mirror.What the hell happened back there? Who was the wolf that saved me and why did I feel the way I felt towards it, worse while I was in human form.??I had so many questions that I couldn't even get answers to on my own. So many questions that took me back to one of my trips. Back to a time I Shouldn't even remember. I knew who I had to call, but I vowed never to be in contact. After our last talk we decided on never engaging again. So bringing him into this would not only in danger me but also him in the most possible way. He did what he did for me the time I was in Egypt. I couldn't contact him now.. Heck we even talked about not mentioning that we ever met.Another stupid idea hit me, if I can't call the person who can help me then maybe it was time to flee, I mean I haven't been here that long. Maximum at a place I spend 2 years, but here things were dif

When the new week started I tried to compose myself as possible. I tried not to come out physically looking like the mess I was deep inside. So I put on make up here and there to hide the sleepless nights and had energy drink or coffee every single day. It felt like shit but at least I was getting by. I went to work as always. Anzania on the other hand was the cutest, checking up on me here and there to make sure I was okay. Not pushing, but making sure I was okay. There was no doubt that I was in love with her and she was just making everything hard for me. I was lite2 thinking about leaving, in all the places I have ever been in these past years nothing like this has ever happened, so this meant something... And my mind wondered if I should stay and face what has always been coming for me, or flee like I always do. As for Matt, I never saw him. Which was very good, but also strange because it was like he warned me and then disappeared... Got swallowed by the monster he kept talki

Saturday came and I thought the least that Sophie deserved for being a good person to me here was a goodbye.I planned everything I'd say when I got to her. I planned on talking about some vacation I needed to take because I needed some air from the scary drama this town was in.I mean it was reasonable. There was no way this was going to not work.I took the rest of my clothes that I had not packed and got ready to them also. 3 weeks was long. If they knew where I stayed it was only a matter of time before they came to take me.My mind wondered around, it wondered to the hell hole I'll be taken back to. What were they going to do to me now? Would I still be expected to myy father in law's sex slave even now? Would I still have to sleep with him to pay being married to his daughter? Would she allow it still? Would she sit there and console me as she watched her father do this to me?I felt so small and like I was literally going back in there. The whole weekend I spent cuddled up in m

Wanna know what's awful about quick decision making? When they come to bite you in the ass or when you have to take back anything you said... Like having to unquit my job. Honestly I didn't think there was anything she'd say that would make me rethink me leaving... But after this, I knew she had more power than I did. My feelings for her were beyond control. We laid there on the floor where she was sitting 30 minutes ago and stared at the roof. We didn't say anything. We just let our thoughts wonder in silence. I on the other hand was worrying about the big elephant in my life. I had no idea what I'd do workwise because it seemed like I was going to be here for a while because of Anzania...and I was sure the principal was already looking for my replacement as we spoke."what are you thinking?" she asked not even moving an inch. Her eyes were still looking up at the ceiling over us. I sighed, "is it that obvious?"She smiled, "yeah... Your breathing keeps changing and your heart is