Aiden's Point of ViewFrom the beginning of the field trip until three days later I was not sleeping next to Wyatt. I know he is also wondering about my actions but what should I do? I'm not yet ready! I will never forget what he said, "Aiden, next time I want to put it in you." Gaah! What will I do? Shit. Shit.I love him b-but that thing is... Damn! So far, what we do feels good. I kept thinking twice if we should do that thing. You know... His size is big, my hole is small, so how can that fit me, right? Just thinking about it, I know I'm going to get hurt. Haa... I really don't know what to do!"Aiden?"Knock! Knock! Knock!"You were inside the bathroom for a while now, what were you doing?"I probably don't need to say who's knocking, do I? Yes, that's Wyatt. He is here again at the condo and we are together again. Yes, just the two of us! I tried to invite Hans and the others to sleep here but Wyatt caught me and took back what I said. He told his friends that it was just a joke

Aiden's Point of ViewYeah, let's both calm down first and just talk later again when we are both okay.When I opened the rooftop door, I was surprised to see the three standing there. They almost fell which startled me. Did they stick their ear on the door to hear what we were talking about?"Are you done talking?" Yuan asked."We didn't hear anything, promise!" Jacob promised. He actually raised his right hand as if swearing. As if I would believe him."Let's go eat ice cream, Aiden," Hans smiled. He came to me and pulled me out of there without a word. I almost tripped because of how fast he ran. No one is even chasing us."Wait, Hans!" I pulled away from him when I felt short of breath."Shh! It’s my treat, okay? Just join me for ice cream, because I suddenly craved it," he replied.Instead of struggling, I just kept quiet and silently joined him. Ice cream can also help to calm down. While Hans pulled me, I wiped my tears. Maybe it's not obvious that I cried, right? Or is it obvi

Aiden's Point of ViewI didn't chase him. I stayed there like an idiot while my tears were flowing down my cheeks."What the hell? What's wrong with that one?" Jacob asked. He must be shocked by Wyatt's sudden action.Yuan clicked his tongue, "He's not ready to inform everyone about him and Aiden yet.""You are thinking too much, what if he ran to find out where the photo came from," said Hans.Because of what he said, I felt relief in my chest. What if that was really Wyatt's intention so he ran and left us? Did I just overthink and only think about my selfish feelings? I hope that was really the case, for the reason that I don't want him to leave me just because of the leaked photo."You can tell what he was thinking if you just saw his eyes, Hans," Jacob patted Hans' shoulder, like he was telling that Hans was wrong and that he should be more honest to himself.Yuan sighed, "Just stay here until you hear the bell, okay? I'll try to chase down Wyatt and talk to him.""I'm coming wit

Aiden's Point of ViewDING DONG! DING DONG!I woke up as soon as I heard the sound of the doorbell. I immediately ran out of my bedroom to open the door for the person who was ringing the doorbell. My heart is pounding like crazy. I hope the one ringing the doorbell was Wyatt. I missed him. I missed him so fucking much. Please, make it him. I know he can't resist me. I know he can't leave me. I know he still has feelings for me.Yeah, that's all I thought about but they were all gone when I finally opened the door. Wyatt isn't there. It was Regie who rang the doorbell. What the heck? What am I hoping for? I already knew that what I am thinking is all just bullshit, that it will never happen. He said that he doesn't love me anymore and that the one he loves is Agleen and not me. So, what... What exactly am I hoping for? Damn it.All the excitement I felt a while ago went away. I smiled at Regie and let him in. I told him to sit down on the couch first and I will just wash my face. I si

Aiden's Point of ViewIt's my time to leave.I stood up after hearing the number of my plane. I took a deep breath before facing my back. I just smiled bitterly when I saw the unfamiliar faces.What do I expect? Did I think Wyatt would chase me down and stop me from leaving? I'm only fooling myself.I took another deep breath before starting to walk. Every step I take, I remember the happy days I had with him, as well as the pain caused by Agleen's return.I told myself that I would be happy as long as Wyatt was happy with the person he loved. But why is that? I can’t feel any happiness for them. I can't really be happy until I'm the source of his happiness. Am I being selfish? Yes, maybe.I hope that when I get on the plane, I can leave all my memories with him. I hope that when I leave, I can also leave all the pain that I carry in my chest. And hopefully, with the flight of the plane, my feelings for him will disappear.I won't see him again after the plane leaves, so I'm sure I'll