“Good morning, Kitten. You look refreshed.” I can't help but grin at him. Somehow, he has defied all odds, and he has made me want to live life again and actually love it.“I guess I have you to thank for that,” I say sheepishly, my cheeks flushing pink. Even after he's seen me at my most vulnerable, I still feel insecure. I can't help but avert my eyes whenever he calls me baby or kitten.“I thought that maybe today we could have some fun?” His body begins climbing onto the bed and I start to laugh. His eyes are looking at me, amused. “No, I don't mean that kind of fun, unless that's what you require. I mean, we could just stay in all day and explore each other more...” His body is moving closer to mine; how is he always in such a good mood? His hands start grabbing my body, and I can't help but laugh. I jump back, my hand throwing up, telling him to stop.“No, Jackson, I think we can behave for today. I have things that I need to do anyway. I have to go to my apartment as I haven't

Picking up the phone, I send Jackson a text.I can't sleep! I had an awful nightmare again; this place is too quiet; help me fall asleep.I am so used to having Jackson next to me now. When I wake from the nightmare, I instantly relax, having his arms around me. Being here isn’t the same.Poor Kitten, you could always tell me about your fantasy again, this time in more detail. I would love to know all about it. Smiling,I shake my head.Too complicated to explain.Okay, so you want to be with another woman? So, you're clearly attracted to women then. Is there a man involved in your fantasy?I smile. The fantasy has so many versions.Sometimes, yes. But most of the time, it's just another woman and me. I can tell it's different being with another woman, just from the fantasy. I don't know how. I just can. I don’t know, I have never been with a woman.If you ever want to use my business to act out your fantasies, you're free to do so. You know it's 100% safe. I'm happy for you to use m

Roxy walks over, standing at the table. She smiles, waiting, like me, unsure what to do next.“Hey, Roxy.” I smile at her; she is so cute.“Want to join us for some food?” Jackson looks up at her. Her face is blushing, her eyes glancing at me, clearly remembering what happened, or maybe it's the fact she admitted to me she thought Jackson was hot.I honestly did not take offence, and I won't tell him either.“Come on; you may as well sit and enjoy some free food from Jackson while you're here.” Laughing, I move over, my hand pulling her onto the seat. Roxy sits down, and once again, the awkwardness creeps back in, and I don’t know what to say. I feel like I want to run away.“So, Roxy, are you staying around here long? You mentioned you were just visiting?” Jackson looks somewhat interested in finding out. I am pleased he is saying something; it means the awkward feeling is slowly fluttering away.“I think so. I'm just waiting to see how things go, to be honest. I don't really have a

Sitting here, doing nothing is not helpful. Grabbing my phone, I sit back down. Nothing. No reply at all from Max. What does he want? Why won't he reply? Sitting, we stay quiet for so long. My phone buzzes reaching down. I pick it up, expecting it to be Jackson. It’s a message from an unknown number. “Meet me here. Come alone.” The message has a map attached. Opening it, I know where to go. Georgina is looking at me, expecting an update. “Nothing yet. He says he will keep us updated, so not to worry.” Sitting back, I get comfy, my mind taking a mental note of the address. Surely she needs to leave me alone soon? Waiting for what seems like ages, she finally gets up and walks into the toilet. Grabbing my coat, I sneak out, heading straight for the address, running most of the way. I can only hope Liam is okay. Arriving outside the building, I stop and look in. I feel a sense of danger. Of course, there is going to be danger. It is Max. Should I really do this? Should I just wait an

I’m not awake for long before falling back to sleep, my body drifting in and out of consciousness for what feels like days. Waking up, Jackson is sitting on the side of the bed.“You can come home today.” He is smiling, yet the guilt is still evident on his face. “You're coming to mine, okay, no arguing.” He is standing strong, to be honest, though I would rather be with him than anywhere else. Still, at the same time, I am worried about Liam and Georgina.“Will they be okay?” Looking at him, I need reassurance.“If you're meaning Georgina and Liam, then yes. It was all Caroline; you have nothing at all to worry about now. She is locked up, and I am sorry for what she put you through because of me.” I can't help but smile, but at the same time, I feel scared. What happens now? Surely he will have to see her again?He can't just walk away and pretend like she never existed. I can't keep thinking about it. I have to just forget it. After the past few days, all I should be doing is conce