Lahat ng Kabanata ng Twisted affection : Kabanata 31 - Kabanata 40

I didn't realize that three years had passed, and I decided to enroll in one of the universities here in Pampanga. I'm now a fourth-year student, at huling semester na ay graduate na ako. Tinulungan ako ni Zaiden na makuha lahat ng requirements ko sa University at may mga subjects lang talaga na kailangan kong kunin dahil siguro iba-iba ang variations ng curriculum nila.Masyadong mabilis ang nangyayari, at hindi ko napansin na malapit na pala akong matapos sa pag-aaral. My babies are growing up, and they are becoming handsome and beautiful.It's really hard for me to hide that I'm a mother already and even my classmates didn't know about it except Rian. It's safe that way kahit na alam kong sa sarili kong nahihirapan na rin ako. I got pregnant at 20, and now that I'm turning 24 this year, I didn't realize how challenging those years were in my life.After I found out that Quincy knew Zairon, I still worked there but I only lasted for months. Nagiging paranoid na ako dahil naiisip kon

Napatingin nalang ako sa bintana nang nagkasunod-sunod ang pagbuhos ng ulan. Kumakalma ang dibdib ko kapag naririnig ko ang pagbuhos nito na para kasing nawawala ang alalahanin ko sa mga nangyayari. It's Saturday today and our planned outing didn't push through because of the rain. Kailangan ko pa man din pumunta sa Mall dahil bibilhan ko ng mga damit ang kambal. We're going to the beach next week for Grandma's birthday. She initially didn't want to, but Mama and Papa wanted to go, and my sister Nave is also coming home."Ate, wala ng gatas si Cole. Mukhang last drop na talaga kaninang umaga." Napatingin ako kay Serina nang sabihin iyon. Nandito ako sa sala at tiningnan lang ang labas. Para na akong emotera nito. Nakatulog na lang ang kambal at nang makita nilang umuulan ay sila na nga mismo nagsabi na susunod nalang kami gagala.I'm lucky to have my twins. They are so understanding, lalo na si Cole. He's understanding and sweet while Calia can a bit impatient sometimes, mas nag a-act

“Girl, narinig niyo ba?” Bulong ni Jazz sa amin habang nasa Cafeteria kami. “Bagong chismis? Department?” sagot ni Dalcy. Napailing nalang ako sa kanila. Hindi yata talaga nauubusan. “Sa medtech beh, mukhang inimbitahan si Doc. Gavilan sa isang birthday party. Kilala mo naman si Justine di ba? He's close pala sa gwapo nating doctor.” Naintriga ako. May close pala si Zairon dito? Lumilikot na naman muli ang isip ko. “O eh, ano naman ngayon? Hindi naman tayo imbitado.” Sagot ni Dalcy at sumubo ng spaghetti. “Iyon na nga! Inimbitahan niya ang buong department natin dahil may girlfriend siya sa block 1.” sabay gesture pa niya sa kaniyang kamay.“Wow, talaga? So, pupunta ba tayo?” na e-excite na tanong ni Dalcy.I paused in the middle of my bite when they both turned to look at me with innocent eyes. I just raised one eyebrow and continued eating.“Punta tayo girl, please?” Sabay puppy eyes nilang dalawa at pinagdikit ang mga kamay. Na parang nagdadasal na papayag ako. “Ayoko.” Sagot

Warning/ R-18No matter how much I convince myself not to be affected, my feelings only grow stronger. For three years without seeing him, I thought I was just scared that he would take my children away, but no. I'm scared of my own feelings for him because even now, my heart is still the same, still beating for him. It's far from what I felt with Zaiden.To be honest, Zaiden was a challenge for me because I was the one chasing him. I fell in love with him because of what he did for me in the past. He protected me like he was my shining armor, which is why I was so eager to know him. In the process, I became obsessed with catching his attention. I didn't know that the night with Zairon would leave me feeling confused.May kaibahan kaya naguguluhan na ako pero dahil hindi pumasok sa aking isip na may kambal ang Professor, akala ko talaga ay mas lalo lamang dumagdag ang nararamdaman ko. When I heard that he got a girlfriend three years ago, I took it to heart but I let it be, especiall

Warning: /R-18The same night, he told me that he will grab some clothes for me to wear. Pinunit niya kasi ang damit ko kaya ay hubut hubad akong nakaupo sa higaan at hinihintay siya. We just did it one round at hindi na nasundan pa dahil gusto niyang umalis na kami sa Mansiyon. I asked him if the drug was still there and he said yes but he's better than earlier. Hindi na siya nahihilo at nakakaya na niyang tumayo. The drugs lasted for 3-6 hours but the drugs remained in the body for days. We lasted for less hour at alam kong hindi agad huhupa ang libog sa katawan niya. He returned with a bundle of clothes in his arms. He set them down on the bed, then turned to look at me with a soft smile."Here, try these on," he said, handing me a simple shirt and a skirt? "They should fit you well."Tumango ako at sinimulang isuot ang ibinigay niyang damit. Habang nagbibihis, hindi ko maiwasang mag-isip. Ano ang susunod na mangyayari? Saan kami pupunta?Nang natapos akong magbihis, tinignan niy