Semua Bab For Better or Buisness: Bab 111 - Bab 120

Nik I watched as she walked before me, her hips swaying side to side in a rhythm that could make a priest change religion. I picked my pace, so that I could slide my finger into hers and hold her hand as I led the way. She stiffened a bit when my hand met hers but relaxed once we came into the clear view of the restaurant and I let out a breath I didn’t know I was holding. Even if just for tonight, it will be nice to be on great terms again. We were early, so it was a surprise when we found out that the older couple were already here, seated at the far corner to the left. “El,” I opened my mouth to say, to remind her that this actually wasn’t all pretense. “Come on, let’s just get this night, over with.” She whispered underneath her breath and I plastered a fake smile on my face. “Nik,” the older man greeted and I took his hand in a warm shake as his wife kissed my wife’s cheeks. “Dios mio..” she fawned, staring at Elaine who blushed and smiled shyly, “your wife is so beautif

Elaine I stared at him as his nostrils flared in anger and it was immediately clear that what I said had hit a nerve just like I expected it to.He stared at me for almost a full minute, trying to decide what he should do, or how to express himself, I expected him to lash out not reach out to me and haul me into his laps. “I kind of remember that sex is covered in the package too right?”his face carried a sneer which only made my blood boil. “Ahhh yes it is. But I hope you’re going to be satisfied with a one sided love making, as your whore isn’t in the mood to further perform for you tonight.” I had barely finished my sentence when he thrusted me away from him unceremoniously that my head hit the other side of the vehicle and I cried in pain. He tried to control himself by taking deep breaths, and when it looked like he had, he finally spoke. “I didn’t mean to hurt you,” referring to the bump on my head. “Yeah whatever.” My eyes watered and I winced in pain before fixating my

Nik“Eva.” The name rolled off my tongue with so much disgust and I hope she could tell how much it was that I hated her, that I still hate her. It’s a present continuous forever tense. She smiled, her bloody red lips parting to reveal pearly white teeth that could have been fangs for all I care. Because she might look the same as years ago, barely aging on the surface but she was a blood sucking demon underneath. I took great care to school my expression into a mask so that she couldn’t tell how much she affected me. “It’s been ages.” She drawled. “You have less than a minute to say what it is you want to say. Once the Valet gets here and my car is outside, best believe I’m done with this conversation.” She sighed and dropped the mask and for a split second, I could see the woman I loved underneath the Botox and layers of makeup. The woman I gave my heart to for the first time. “Nik, I’m sorry.” Her eyes watered and I’m not sure if it was to trap me again. “Me too.” I whispe

Nik. She was crying. I had sworn over and over never to make her cry, but she was lying right beside me and trying to hide her tears from me and I feel like shit. I don’t even know why I froze when she made her proclamation earlier. It startled me yes, but maybe I could have handled it better than I did. I fisted the sheets hard, trying hard to resist the urge of reaching to her and pulling her back into my arms. I hate seeing her hurt, I hate it even more when I’m a the one hurting her like right now.I lay there for what feels like an eternity until her shoulders stopped shaking and she started sniffing, indicating that the tears were ending before I finally released the sheets. My conclusion was reached far too quick because she just started another bunch of tears. *******I needed to punch something, someone or myself. It also didn’t help that I was working on 3 hours of sleep. I read the document in front of me, focusing solely on the black ink but my mind was replaying

Elaine. I watched in one spot as the doctor left, too shell shocked to move. Pregnant. There is a baby growing inside of me. The thought alone made me feel nauseous. This thing that I worked hard to prevent which had still blown back in my face had still happened. It didn't even matter that I had tried hard to prevent having a child, the moment I stopped the pills I got pregnant. A tiny baby was growing inside of me, and unlike the first time it was a proof of our love, or passion at least. Because what love could remain or exist when he looked at me like that. Through the drive down here, after finding out that he knew about the switched drugs, it dawned on me, how much it hurts me thinking that I've hurt him. The hospital smelt pungently of disinfectant and it just reminded me why I hated it so much. We had spent a lot of time in and out of hospitals when my mum was sick and the only memory I had of this place was the constant beeping sound and its smell. “You were having