ARIELLAI don’t know what he’s going to ask right now.“Tell you what,” I say, forcing a smile, “I’ll bake you a huge cake tomorrow after school.”“Yay! Yay!” His eyes light up. “Would you be coming to my birthday at school?”“I don’t know,” I answer carefully. “We’ll see. I’ll talk to your teacher.”“Okay! Rose is going to be there, and Benjamin, and David, and everyone.”“I know,” I say, kissing his forehead.He skips to another topic without warning, launching into stories about his day at school, about his friends, the work they were given, and his teacher’s funny expressions. I listen, pouring all my energy into his words, because if I focus on him, I don’t have to think about anything else.After that, our evening continues in its usual rhythm. We go downstairs. I help him with his homework. I help Maria in the kitchen, deliberately keeping myself busy, desperate to avoid the thoughts waiting to drag me under. Every now and then, I call Asher, but there’s never an answer.Dinner
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