Teach me to sin (Sins of Heldon) のすべてのチャプター: チャプター 31 - チャプター 40

The door flung open after the third knock and Rita was standing at her dorm door step wearing a large nightgown that looked like something out of an old movie. “You look stunning” I said and she sighed, rolling her eyes at my obvious sarcasm. “Boy, don’t start” “What? Someone has to tease you” “Now that Nico isn’t going to huh?” I sighed. She looked so unhappy and it hurt. The entire situation was weird and was hurting both my friends. Nico was not willing to let me in and help out but I was hoping that Rita would be more open and receptive. “Can I come in?” I reached into the bag that i held in my left hand and pulled out a bottle of brandy that I made Collin buy and a bag of weed, “I come bearing gifts” She chuckled and shook her head. Usually she was the plug of the group but I didn’t mind switching roles for the mean time. “How did you manage to find weed, Alex?” Her voice sounded lighter albeit still sad. I shrugged. “I have my ways and a magician never rev

''We should go get some pizza" Brent, someone that I could hardly describe as a friend who wasn't with me for financial benefits suggested.Sophia shook her head."Hello, some of us are watching our weight here" She said and her friend, Malia, someone who i also disliked added."I don't think the boys understand how hard it is to stay in shape for them,'' she gestured to her body and said, "This is a no carb body"I was struggling not to roll my eyes at them. It was getting harder by the day to pretend that being around these people wasn't killing my brain cells. I always aware that they were quite shallow minded but it was getting a little worse with each passing day. A small amount of disgust rose up my throat as I glanced at Sophia. Never in my life did I think that I would end up with someone I could barely have a conversation with. Our talks were mostly centered on gossip, clothes, money and how she felt some random girl was envious of her.And then there were her friends who

Today was the day that I was expected to be back at Tristan's office to find out if what I had presented was finally good enough for his royal majesty.I had been thinking a lot about it. Maybe I should quit just as Fiona did if it got too much for me to handle. I also thought about Collin and his unnamed family emergency. I had not heard from him since then and I hoped that everything was okay.I arrived at the office and met the door ajar, still I knocked."Who is it?" I heard him ask from inside.I took a deep breath. Time to see what he's going to do."It's me, Alex""You may enter"I gently pushed the door open and stepped inside. Tristan was seated on his deck, his top three buttons, undone leaving a small section of his chest exposed.I swallowed hard as my eyes began to wander. Luckily, he did not seem to notice and I immediately called myself to order when he began to address me, making sure to keep my eyes averted."Good morning, Mr Alex""Good morning, Professor""I suppose

"Is it just me or has Cassandra Builer's ass gotten bigger?" Brent asked me as I scrolled through my phone struggling not to look at past messages from Alex.It was becoming a constant struggle not to think about Alex. i could not get the image of the look that he gave me at the pizza hut or the way that he looked at Collin like he was the most beautiful man alive.I couldn't shake the painful realization that I had lost the one thing that I really cared about and now I was stuck with a girlfriend that I hardly liked and dumb friends that talk about the ass of random girls I did not know."Maybe you should go talk to her about it" I replied making sure to sound as uninterested as I felt.We were seated on one of the outdoor benches under the shade of one of the numerous trees in the compound. We had a clear view of everyone and they did us. It was probably how Brent had a clear view of Cassandra's butt."Nah," he chuckled and shook his head, "I can't just walk up to her and start tal

My blanket was thrown over my shoulder as I lay in bed scrolling through my phone and old memories. I stopped scrolling as I came across a photo of Nico and I. It was taken during the good old days; When he didn't look away each time that he saw me.We were draped in winter jackets with big smiles on our faces. I remembered that evening very well. It was three years ago but it felt like last week.I had randomly mentioned that my favorite mime group would be Rome the next month in a conversation and thought nothing of it afterward.It was a big shock when Nico booked us a trip to Rome for the show and to enjoy other sights. It had been the nicest thing that anyone had done for me in years and undoubtedly one of the things that made us closer.Back then I should have known that he was in love with me and maybe I did know but decided not to think about it. I thought about our first kiss, the way he would hold me in his arms or the way that his eyes would search for me in a crowded room