The Omega Who Walked Away의 모든 챕터: 챕터 101 - 챕터 110

As the sun starts to set and the winds start feeling damn painful on my cheeks, Felicia and the rest of the girls gather everyone for a pack meeting, then the guys start bringing firewood to keep everyone warm. When the wood is set up in three different spots so everyone can get a bit of warmth, River turns to me and gives me an expectant look. I know exactly what he means. So, I lift a hand and I start three different fires for my pack. This time, it feels different to have people stare at me in awe. Because it’s not just awe and wonder, they stare at me with hope. With so much hope, I feel it in my bones. They need me, they need this so bad. "I don't want to be treated like a magical being or like a Goddess," I say first thing, once everyone is sitting on big logs or on the floor, all of them staring up at me in complete silence, "I want to be... a part of the pack. Not the boss or the leader, just one of you guys. Just as valuable. And I swear, I'll do my fucking best to

This feels weird, I've never talked about my family before. I never even put an imaginary face to them, but I do now. I imagine my father as a tall, strong and bearded man, just like River. And my mother… as a gorgeous and a little cuckoo woman, just like me. I bet she was misunderstood too, they probably called her a witch for her prophetic gift. "How did we get separated, then?" I ask, "If you were eight and I was just a baby... why didn't they put both of us in the foster care system?" "Mom hid you in the backseat, then she kissed my forehead and left me there too," River says, sighing as he remembers. It sounds like it was very traumatic for him. So much, his memory is very fresh, "She shifted and tried to go help, but it was useless. They killed her too... then I left the car because I didn't want them to see you there. I wanted you to still have a little bit of a chance to survive. I thought they would kill me, I was ready for it, but they didn't. They saw me, a young boy, a

"Did I hurt you too much?" I ask, moving my hands away from his face. Rogan shakes his head and does not move to shove me off. I don't move either, "Is your hairy ass okay?" "It'll be fine," he responds, gulping as he looks at me too. He's very into me, I think. I like that. If Remington didn't exist, I would make a move right now. Right this second. I would probably move my hips lower and try to make him hard or even move down to kiss him because I'm not exactly shy when it comes to men, but the thought of doing that makes me feel disgusted again. I sigh and get off him to go sit on the ground next to my brother. River moves to pull a cigarette out of his pack and extends it my way. I light it up for him and then burst out laughing when I look into his eyes and they're still red as hell. "You ruined my day. We'll start the wolf training tomorrow," he lets me know, after taking a long drag of his cigarette, "Then we'll move onto the fire training, that's more mental than

I allow Rogan to kiss me for just a split second, but when he tries to deepen it and put his tongue inside my mouth, my body starts feeling like it's burning up and I have to take a step back.I can’t do this. Not yet. "I'm going to the bathroom," I say and push him back with my hands before trying to walk away. River stops me, I repeat the same thing. Then Ginny, then Felicia. I tell them all the same, until I'm able to escape and reach a hallway. There's a lot of mirrors hanging on the walls, so I can't escape my own reflection, no matter which way I turn. I’m forced to deal with the truth: I kissed another guy. Well… technically, he kissed me, but still. I know it's fucked up, I know it's not right. I wouldn't want Rem to be in this situation. Even just imagining him here, allowing a girl to be all over him and then kiss him and joke about blowjobs? It brings my nausea back. I have to hold myself up with a hand against one of the mirrors and I focus on breathing in and

"Did you fix the situation, Alpha Rem?" Felicia asks the second she sees me approaching. Nobody calls me Rem except for Ivy and I don't love that she has these people calling me that. It doesn’t matter right now, though."I did, you're all free to go," I respond, my eyes probably burning the back of Ivy's head. She still hasn't turned back to face me, "Ivy, can we talk?""You wanna talk to that guy?" the bearded rogue asks her, like he's protecting her from me. Ivy groans and shakes her head, but gets up anyway. And when she wobbles to the side, the bearded guy extends a hand to grab her hip and stabilizes her, "Careful."Who the fuck does he think he is? I walk closer and grab Ivy by the arm before he tries to keep touching her, then I have to force myself not to slap his hand away. That would be childish behavior and I don't have the luxury of partaking in it. "I'll bring her back in a second, I just need a word," I tell them with a fake smile and then I pull Ivy away, basically c