Semua Bab The chaos of him: Bab 61 - Bab 65

“I knew I shouldn’t have spoken to you at all on that first day.” Fatima repeats what she had said the day I made the bold declaration in front of the central board. Her sighs aren’t helping either.“Keep it down or go back inside.”“It’s cold!”“Then go back inside! Nobody has asked you to come with me!”She has been on every futile journey to find Elijah Stone. For the most, or the second most popular person in school, he is a very difficult man to find. “Blame my morbid curiousity okay? What kind of man doesn’t have any social media in this day and age?” She had actually thought about it after we skipped our classes together to wait at his class. Turns out he helped the professor out and missed that particular class, we couldn’t wait for him to return so we left and she suggested social media. For all his best boy, best student cred, there has been no sighting of him, or his picture.“I thought the school would use his pictures everywhere.” Fatima grumbled. I thought so too, I

If only I knew it would be even harder to do that.I only managed to be admitted into five out of his eight classes. Five!But there was good news. I beat him, my name was finally at the top of the central board.That was the only reason I was able to get into five of his classes. Fatima had thrown a party in my honor.He somehow heard about the party, and not only put a stop to it without showing up, we got penalty points, every single person in attendance. “I don’t like being your friend.” Fatima grumbled, her penalty points increased her dislike for golden boy.It only made me chuckle. My penalty points made me second the next time we had one of our random tests, but it only meant I was first in reality. Thankfully, I had already been accepted into his classes.On the first day, I arrived super early, only to find the class already full of students, his blonde head right in front of the professor. Of course.I had to sit in the back, staring at the back of his head for all of

And that’s what I do.That’s how I have lived from the moment of realization till now.One moment, I was across from him, watching a gun being put to his head. The next, I am at his side, dismantling the gun, my elbow ducking the hand holding it under the chin, the other hand pushing and holding his head down. “Christ, Jesse, you did not have to put your weight into it.” Jazz whizzes, palm plastered on her chin.The gun clatters to the gun, the magazine first.I drop to Elijah’s side, searching his face for any wound. He stares at me wide eyed, there’s no fear in those eyes, after all, he’s been in situations like this countless times as tests and exams, even real life situations. He went on to be a detective after all. Yet, my heart cannot take it.Every time he was in danger, it felt like my heart was being ripped apart from my body. Like I would cough up blood the next second. I think I much prefer coughing up blood to him being in danger.“Are you okay?” my eyes scan his body