All Chapters of The chaos of him: Chapter 61 - Chapter 70

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DETHRONING THE SCHOOL'S KING AND FALLING FOR HIM

“I knew I shouldn’t have spoken to you at all on that first day.” Fatima repeats what she had said the day I made the bold declaration in front of the central board. Her sighs aren’t helping either.“Keep it down or go back inside.”“It’s cold!”“Then go back inside! Nobody has asked you to come with me!”She has been on every futile journey to find Elijah Stone. For the most, or the second most popular person in school, he is a very difficult man to find. “Blame my morbid curiousity okay? What kind of man doesn’t have any social media in this day and age?” She had actually thought about it after we skipped our classes together to wait at his class. Turns out he helped the professor out and missed that particular class, we couldn’t wait for him to return so we left and she suggested social media. For all his best boy, best student cred, there has been no sighting of him, or his picture.“I thought the school would use his pictures everywhere.” Fatima grumbled. I thought so too, I

DEFENSE NO ONE ASKED FOR

I worked really hard to make Elijah my rival.All without seeing his face by the way. It was like I was possessed by something. A lot of times I wondered how crazy it must look, then at the back of my mind, I would hear his soft sigh, and see his glowing blonde hair, then I’d get all fired up again. Quite literally.He gave me the most painful of boners.The boy was difficult to beat.He would run a hundred kilometre race, and I would run three hundred for good measure. Then he’d achieve a stupid feat like acing his obstacle driving course. A never ending circle of me running after his shadow.“You look worn through, do you know you could have a conversation with this man?” Fatima asks as we sat in the dining one evening.“Right, I forgot, you’re avoiding him now because you think he would come looking for you.” She says drily, then shakes her head as she mouths a spoonful of the mashed potatoes we’re having for dinner. Pushing my plate full of food away, there’s no appetite tonigh

RACING ALONE

If only I knew it would be even harder to do that.I only managed to be admitted into five out of his eight classes. Five!But there was good news. I beat him, my name was finally at the top of the central board.That was the only reason I was able to get into five of his classes. Fatima had thrown a party in my honor.He somehow heard about the party, and not only put a stop to it without showing up, we got penalty points, every single person in attendance. “I don’t like being your friend.” Fatima grumbled, her penalty points increased her dislike for golden boy.It only made me chuckle. My penalty points made me second the next time we had one of our random tests, but it only meant I was first in reality. Thankfully, I had already been accepted into his classes.On the first day, I arrived super early, only to find the class already full of students, his blonde head right in front of the professor. Of course.I had to sit in the back, staring at the back of his head for all of

MR. WALKING TARGET

I had a new plan.Yes, I know. It seems like I always have a new plan when it came to Elijah. None of it worked, but this one HAS to work. My new plan, get over him. I mean, I was at the club last night, not following him around.“You said the guy last night was cute, did you sleep with him?” Fatima asks, walking backward with a huge eager smile on her face. She was too chirpy for someone who was swinging shots back to back last night. I avoid her eyes. That’s her answer, she gasps,“You didn’t? The plan was to get Elijah out of your system, why didn’t you?”I wonder, why didn’t I? I wouldn’t even let him kiss my mouth. Usually, I let them work for it, not touching them until they begged for it. With Elijah, I would beg to touch him.No more Elijah.Yet, I am on the way to one of the classes we shared. If I had known, I wouldn’t have applied for his classes, how am I supposed to avoid him if I see him four out of five times in the week and sometimes, multiple times a day? “There’

HIS SUPERMAN

And that’s what I do.That’s how I have lived from the moment of realization till now.One moment, I was across from him, watching a gun being put to his head. The next, I am at his side, dismantling the gun, my elbow ducking the hand holding it under the chin, the other hand pushing and holding his head down. “Christ, Jesse, you did not have to put your weight into it.” Jazz whizzes, palm plastered on her chin.The gun clatters to the gun, the magazine first.I drop to Elijah’s side, searching his face for any wound. He stares at me wide eyed, there’s no fear in those eyes, after all, he’s been in situations like this countless times as tests and exams, even real life situations. He went on to be a detective after all. Yet, my heart cannot take it.Every time he was in danger, it felt like my heart was being ripped apart from my body. Like I would cough up blood the next second. I think I much prefer coughing up blood to him being in danger.“Are you okay?” my eyes scan his body

SECOND FIRST KISS

ELIJAH STONE’s POV. “She’s a colleague.”That means she’s also a thief, confirming what I already knew. He knows I know he’s doing it again, carving a version of the truth he is ready to share. It’s frustrating to stand here and nod at him when all I want to do is get the answers at once. But I asked him to trust me… that doesn’t get built overnight, especially if you’re in the business of stealing stuff, you wouldn’t open up to a cop so easily either. “Is Jake the first person to trigger the traps?” Jazz asks, looking from me to her colleague, stringy earrings dangling from both ears as she moves.“Yes, we believe so.”“If you would let me,” she says to Jesse, he swallows, looking away from me to her. What is he hiding? It has to do with Jazz’s presence, I know it, the detective in me wants to connect the dots, but I asked him to trust me. “He would be easy to track, if he made the cameras work on his way out.”There were cameras here. I try not to spot them, simply so I could s

VERY, VERY HUGE

My eyes flutter shut on their own.His mouth is warm, moist, and soft against mine.This kiss is different, while it comes with fireworks, belly flop thing, I can almost taste his sincerity. I don’t know how else to describe it.It’s soft, gentle, his mouth is basically caressing mine. If he wasn’t holding me up, I know I would not be able to hold myself up. His hand snakes into my hair, massaging my scalp as he kissed me, then he tugs at the strands of hair, my mouth opens and he slips his tongue into my mouth. A small whimper escapes me.“fuck.” he whispers into my mouth.His hold in my hair tightens, another whimper leaves my mouth, he lets out a groan. The sound vibrates through my entire body. My arms circle his neck, pulling him even closer to me.I can’t tell where I start and where the kiss ends. From the top of my head to the tips of my toes feels like they were lit on fire. His touch is scalding as his hand dips from my hair down my back. Even through my clothes I feel

KISSING PRACTICE

“You said a kiss for my thoughts…” I murmur as a means of very poor explanation, unable to look away from his mouth. He tilts his head, unable to hide his surprise as he stands by the counter, chopping up some kind of vegetable. His mouth had been so, so soft on mine… the way they made me feel.I want it. That’s why I bare no regards for the knife in his hand as I dive at him, he yelps, and the rest of it goes down my throat. It’s nothing like the previous one.It’s clumsy and obvious that I have no idea what I am doing. He even chuckles, my cheeks flame but I can’t stop myself, even this clumsy kiss makes me want to explode. It feels so good.But it feels even better when he picks me up like I weigh nothing, without breaking the kiss no less, and when I let out a small gasp of surprise, he grunts against my mouth. I feel something solid underneath me, flat and solid… and cold.He pulls away from the kiss, looking slightly flustered, he pants, staring at me with those sleepy

THE IMPORTANCE OF KISSING PRACTICE

Since the salad, we’ve had two other kissing sessions.Mostly because I couldn’t stop staring at his mouth. By now, he should know the true purpose of those practice sessions. He should also know that I don’t need anymore practice. After all, I was able to drag out one of those moans from his lips. And now the sound is playing in a loop in my head.“How long do you think Jazz and Kelly would take, tracking Jake down?” I ask, mostly because I need the mental redirection. I have to remember that I have a job, and it’s not taste testing Jesse’s lips.“I am only asking because you keep confusing me, you don’t like Jake right? Like you aren’t in love with him.” he says, eyeing me suspiciously. I scoff,“I don’t. Jake is like a little brother to me… he’s about your age.”His smile that was just starting at the beginning of my statement, drops and he cocks his head to the side, dropping the bed sheet he had been fitting on the bed, which he claimed he absolutely didn’t need my help for.

WEINER IS OFF PUTTING

With his eyes glued to mine, he crawls down the lower half of my body. I stare at him blankly, waiting to see what he would do, he is the expert in these matters after all. His long fingers grip the band of my pants and my arm juts out in front of me, stopping him just in time. “What are you doing?”“I’m about to kiss you on a different part of your body.”He glances down at my pants, then back up at my face, his head cocks to the side, like he is waiting for me to catch on. Then I do, he smirks before his movements resume.“You should know… I have never done this for anyone. I’ve always been on the receiving end.”My heart is creating a mad symphony in my chest, I have trouble breathing. Is he going to do what I think he is…? “Are you going…” i lick my lips, finding the words to ask,“Your mouth… are you really going to put your mouth on my wei..”“Say the W word and I’ll stop.” he cuts me off with a dead pan expression.Letting out a shaky breath, I nod. I can’t call it a weiner

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