"Well," she began. "What I was saying is I can get sex any time, but that's not what I want. Sex with one of those guys wouldn't mean anything, and it would be quick and stupid, and well hey like I said I'd be better off..." She giggled again. "Alone""Okay, okay I get it, guys suck." I said, laughing at her."Hmmm do they? I wouldn't remember."I put my head down, feeling my ears beginning to get red."Gotcha!" Mom laughed. "Okay, I promise no more dirty jokes. My point is Joel, that even the last few years with your father, I felt alone. Sex would be great, but I want more, I want to feel like they care about me, not just about getting some. I don't think your father cared for a long time.""I'm sorry Mom." I told her softly.Leaning over I kissed her forehead."You deserved better, and maybe now you'll find it."Mom's blue eyes looked as if they were starting to fill up, and I felt like an ass again. But she squeezed my hand and whispered, "You really are sweet Joel, I'm glad you'r
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