บททั้งหมดของ FATED TO THE ALPHA'S SHADOW: บทที่ 81 - บทที่ 90

Lukas’s POV I hear the beating of her heart against my ear, pushing me into a moment of reckless thoughts. Making me think of dangerous ideas in my head. Ideas that I once made with my brother and ended up betraying him. She lifts her hand but nothing happens. I don’t need to be told, I can tell that she’s hesitating from whatever she wants to do. But it doesn’t last long. I feel her hand drop to the back of my neck with a careful gentility. I close my eyes, letting myself bask in the moment and wishing it can be real. Being that close to her gives me a sense of peace and fulfillment I never knew was missing from my life. It’s incomparable to the emptiness I feel walking around the pack as the alpha. A position envied by lots of people, but not those who have it. I draw a deep breath and then it hits. The regrets. It hits me with a violent sharpness and I begin to question myself. What the hell am I doing? Why the hell am I letting myself turn into this weakling, especial

Damien’s POVI notice it the moment she walks in through the gate. She doesn’t have a usual smile and just pays me a curt one as if she’s being forced to before walking past me.I try to tell myself that it’s nothing. Perhaps she’s just tired and stressed from being in the palace with someone like my brother. Well, whatever he has become.But deep down I can tell there is more to it. The cold shoulder seems to be more than just a result of tiredness, it seems intentional like she really wants to give me space.And I don’t understand why.I’m even too scared to get close and find out what the problem is. I just stand by a corner, watching her walk amongst the omegas, smiling widely at them. A scene that is supposed to make me happy, but it breaks my heart. She smiles easily at other people, but frowns her face at me?It makes absolutely no sense.I watched her sit beside a young pregnant woman, one of the recent omegas we just rescued. She took the girl's hand into her, whispering s

I stand somewhere in the long hallway, watching her look out over the balcony.As the days go by, it does absolutely nothing to calm her down. She still looks as determined as before, and I know she has something on her mind.Perhaps revenge.Again, this was supposed to push me to tell my father the whole truth, but I just can’t bring myself to do it.And besides, I know he’s already planning something now that he knows that she has regained her memories. Thankfully, he doesn’t know that she knows about him. Yet.And that leaves me at a crossroads. I don’t know who to follow and who to report to.If I tell him that she now knows he was responsible for some things in the past, she wouldn’t live to tell the story to another soul. I just know he will never keep her alive.Who knows, he’s probably already calculating that she wants to know about him and making plots on how to handle that.And if I decide to help her, I don’t even think she’ll want to take it for me. I mean she’s about to

I walk to my father‘s room and push the door open without even a knock because I know he’s already expecting me.As soon as I walk in, I’m hit with the strong scent that I’ve come to attach to my father’s room.He’s settled on his desk, reviewing some papers and doesn’t bother to look at me but I know he knows it’s me.“What do you want?” he asks without lifting his head.“I… I came to apologize, father.”As the words leave my mouth, they don’t even seem to carry a semblance of truth.He smirks. “You came to apologize? For what?”I swallow. “For failing to tell you about Elena’s memories.”Silence.“And… for failing to handle my brother’s case with utmost urgency.”He let out another smirk before lifting his head to face me. “You say, that’s the problem.”I stare at him, confused.“You still see him as your brother is one of the major problems you’re facing.”I feel my throat go dry and I look away from him.“You should’ve killed that thought in your mind a long time ago but because y

Damien’s POVI turn repeatedly on the bed, unable to find any sleep. Quite frankly, I haven’t been sleeping well for the past few nights after my last meeting with her.I keep replaying the scene in my head repeatedly, and my heart aches just remembering it.The way she broke things off without even so much as an explanation left me in deep wonder.I question myself again like I have been doing since it happened.Did I do something wrong?Was it something I said?At least she could have told me on the spot so I could apologize instead of breaking things off without any proper explanation.I sigh, running my hand over my face.Not knowing her reasoning is eating me up and the worst part is she has refused to come out since then. And I can’t even go into the palace. I know my brother must have eyes everywhere since he discovered that we were meeting.“Hey, man, I think you should calm down,” Vale says, tapping my shoulder lightly.But how can I calm down when the love of my life ended