Adrian's POVWe walked back through Carroll Gardens in the early evening.The photograph in my inside jacket pocket.The specific, small weight of it.I had not looked at it again after Margaret gave it to me.Not in the apartment. Not on the steps.I had held it for a moment — the boy's grey eyes, the controlled small face, the specific image of a child who had already started learning to manage his expression — and then I had put it in my pocket.Not filing it.Not archiving it.Just — keeping it close.Iris walked beside me.She did not ask about it.She understood, with the specific intelligence that had been reading me for three months, that the photograph needed time before it became language.That I was still inside it.We walked four blocks before either of us spoke."She had a junior social worker," I said."Yes," Iris said."Who kept notes," I said."Yes," I said."For forty years," I said. "And gave them to Eleanor in 1996.""Yes," I said.I walked."Margaret kept that from
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