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I look up at him and he wipes another tear. "You are not a whore. Do not ever call yourself that again.""What would you call me then?" I ask, sniffling a little. Ryder gives me a playful smile, the kind I have got used to seeing. "I would call it being irresistible. You are the kind of temptation no one can say no to baby. I'm sorry I made you feel like a whore, I'm not mad at you okay baby?" He wipes another tear and I sniffle again. "Are you sure? I don't want you to resent me in the future. Our relationship is supposed to be built on honesty and trust. If you can't trust me anymore, this will never work." I ramble again. Ryder chuckles. "Baby calm down. I do trust you and I am so happy that you were honest with me about what you did with them. I have just been fighting with myself, I want to be honest with Reece and Raikin. I want to believe that they will forgive you and we can all be happy but I just don't know." I sigh. I wish I knew them a little better. I wish I knew them

We stay like that for a minute, as we come down from our orgasms. "Fuck baby, that was incredible." Ryder says as he slowly pulls out of me. I moan again. "Yes it was." He pulls all the way out of me and I collapse on my bed. Ryder flops down beside me and I smile at him.He leans over and kisses me. I can taste myself on his lips, but I don't care. "I love you baby, are you ready to get some sleep?" Ryder asks and I giggle. "I love you too Ryder. Yeah, let's get some sleep." We climb up further in bed, getting under the covers. We don't bother putting any clothes on, we just snuggle up next to each other. Ryder's heat envelops me and makes me feel safe and happy. Two things I was never used to feeling before I met him and his brothers.It doesn't take long for me to fall asleep. I wake up to the sound of my mom's voice coming through the door. "It's time to wake up Lilly, Curtis and I made breakfast for you and the boys. Come downstairs and eat while it's still hot."Ryder tighten

When I come back downstairs Reece, Ryder and Raikin are all still in the living room but they are all wearing different clothes. Looking sexy as hell. Not that they needed to change to do that. The three of them look at me at the same time when I step through the living room door. I glance around real quick to make sure Mom and Curtis are still in the kitchen. "So, how do I look?" I ask twirling once and giving them a sweet smile. Reece is the first to get up and walk over to me. "You look gorgeous baby girl." He kisses my cheek, instead of my lips which is probably a good idea. I don't think our parents would believe he just suddenly started wearing lip gloss. "Thank you Reece." I smile up at him. "You look pretty damn good yourself. You all do." I glance over at Ryder and Raikin and they smile. "So do you baby." Ryder says as he kisses my cheek the same way Ryder did. Raikin walks behind me and wraps his arms around my waist, leaning in to whisper. "You look like you want me to

The two of them both smile at me and my eyes go wide when Raikin rubs his finger across my clit through the thin material of the leggings. I turn quickly looking at Raikin and he gives me an innocent smile. I take a deep breath to calm myself, trying to ignore the excitement Raikin is igniting in my body. I look over at Logan, forcing a smile and he gives me a strange look. He watches me confused and Raikin makes me gasp. Logan's eyes fill with understanding and I give him an apologetic smile. I know he knows exactly what is going on. He's not stupid and it doesn't take a genius to know why I am reacting this way. Logan puts his hand under the table on his lap and I put my hand on his hand, giving it a gentle squeeze. As soon as this crazy dinner is over I will explain everything to him. Logan smiles at me. Hopefully he won't hate me after I tell him the whole truth. We all eat dessert as quickly as we can, I think we all want this dinner to be over. It has gone beyond awkward, I

Logan stands up and I frown standing up too. "Okay, thank you for coming over here for dinner and thank you for being so understanding of everything."Logan smiles. "Of course sweetheart."I pull him into a tight hug. "Maybe you can come hang out with us again sometime." I say as I'm hugging him. "Yeah, that sounds like fun!" Logan says, squeezing me once before pulling away. I kiss his cheek and smile at him. "Did you want me to walk you over to your house?" Logan laughs. "No it's okay." He kisses my cheek and I smile. "Goodnight Logan. You can text me.""Goodnight Lilly." He turns and looks at Reece, Ryder and Raikin. "Goodnight guys, thanks for letting me hang out." "Goodnight Logan." Reece shakes his hand. "Goodnight." Raikin says and they do one of those bro hug things. "Bye Logan." Ryder claps him on the back, the way they do at the end of a game. Wow, how did they go from hating each other to being this friendly with each other? I mean not that I'm complaining or anythi