All Chapters of Love or Lust: Chapter 61 - Chapter 70

Dian POV Everywhere was suddenly so quiet except for the words that still echoed loudly in the air.I fucking love you.Yas eyes widened as she stared at me, her lips parted but no words were coming out.I stood there with my hand in my hair, realizing what I had just said out loud.And for a long, horrible second, I was sure she was going to walk away again.--- The past week had been a special kind of hell for me.I was a wreck. I stopped eating and sleeping properly.I would lie in bed and reach for her side of the mattress, and when my hand found nothing but cold sheets, I would press my palm flat against the empty space and imagine she was still there.It was as though the beautiful week we spent at the cabin turned into a dream the moment we came back.I replayed every moment at the cabin in my head constantly.The way she had looked at me that first night, nervous and yet eager all at once.The way she moaned my name when I was inside her.I yearned to hear those

Yas POV The first thing I noticed when I woke up was the weight on my waist.Dian.His arm was wrapped around me like he was afraid I would disappear again.For one terrifying second, I thought I had dreamed everything. The confession, the kiss and the series of intense sex that followed after.It felt so surreal, but then I felt his breath against the back of my neck, warm and steady. His thighs tucked behind mine and his chest pressed against my spine, along with his half hard dick against my ass, and the soreness between my legs that told me last night had been very, very real. Dian actually loves me! And God! The way he looked at me when he said those three words, he was so raw, broken and so fucking honest.Whatever decision I made to stay away from him quickly washed away with the air. I turned my head to look at him, letting out a breath I didn’t know I was holding.The room was quiet except for the soft sound of his breathing. Morning light filtered through

Bowie POV I entered the frat house as the strong smell of alcohol and sweat filled my nostrils. “This night is going to be so much fun!”Harley screamed as she grabbed a cup of beer from the ping pong table.“Is that even safe to drink?” I scrunched my nose in disgust.The table was sticky, the beer was warm, and I was pretty sure someone had used that same cup as an ashtray earlier.“Duh, Of course.” She rolled her eyes and chugged the drink down like a pro, not even wincing.That's Harley for you. The risk taker. The one who walked into every room like she already owned it. And me? I was the shy introvert who wished she had stayed back at the dorm with her a book and a noise-canceling headphones.Everything was just too loud and too dim.Bodies bumped into me from every direction. Someone even spilled beer on my shoulder and didn't apologize.I honestly wouldn't be here if Harley hadn't literally dragged me out. She had grabbed my wrist and pulled me out of our dorm room w

Bowie POV I woke up to the sunlight piercing through my eyelids and the worst headache of my life.The room tilted when I tried to open my eyes, so I kept them shut, pressing the heels of my palms against my sockets until the spinning stopped. My mouth felt like sandpaper and there was a taste in the back of my throat that I could only describe as regret.I was still wearing my dress from last night. It was twisted around my torso and one strap had slipped off my shoulder. My thighs were pressed together, and when I shifted, I could still feel it… my cum between my legs, all dried.My stomach flipped.It wasn't a dream.I actually made out with Wesley… the Wesley Chen. I opened my eyes again, slower this time, and stared at the ceiling of my dorm room. Harley's bed was empty, the sheets kicked to the foot of the mattress, which meant she was already awake.I groaned placing the pillow over my face, i was not ready to be awake just yet, I wasn’t ready to deal with wha

Bowie POV I woke up to the sound of my alarm, it was 8am already. I groaned, rubbing my sleepy eyes.My body was still liquid, not physically ready for the morning.I stretched and grabbed my phone lazily from my nightstand and unlocked it.Wesley had sent his address at 6:47AM, with 8PM as the time for meet up.I stared at the message for a while, my heart summersaulting in my chest.I guess I was really doing this.--- I forced myself out of bed and into the bathroom, brushed my teeth and took a shower after.Thankfully, I had only one class scheduled for 10AM and that was it. I thought about canceling, but I figured I shouldn’t do that to my GP just yet.So I groggily put on a baggy jeans and threw on some white tee shirt, grabbed my bag and left the room.Harley wasn’t back yet from Marcus’ but she had her key with her.> After a long two hours of psychology class, it was finally over, i basically sprinted out of the lecture hall.I walked across the quad, h