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Chapter 141

Ivy I signed the damn thing. My hand shook the whole time I dragged the mouse across that line, but I did it anyway because what the hell else was I supposed to do? Go back home to Kai’s moods and Mom’s empty fridge and my sister looking at me like I’d already screwed everything up worse? Jax didn’t say anything smug, just slid the laptop back and nodded like we’d agreed on pizza toppings instead of me selling bits of my life on camera.“Smart choice,” he said, standing up. “We’ll start you easy tomorrow. Solo. But first, let me show you around so you don’t think this whole place is just a trap.”I followed him down the hall, still feeling sticky between my legs from earlier, my hoodie pulled low like that could hide anything. My heart kept banging around in my chest, half pissed, half buzzing with that weird what-did-I-just-do feeling. We turned a corner and there she was, leaning against a doorway like she owned it, this tall girl with sharp eyeliner and hair pulled back in a messy

Chapter 142

Ivy My heart was slamming so hard I could feel it in my ears, and my face was burning because yeah, I’d just put it out there and now I wanted to crawl into a hole. But he didn’t laugh or brush me off. He just looked at me straight, phone still in his hand but forgotten, and for a second the whole place felt smaller.“I could’ve been your dad, Ivy,” he said again, quieter this time, but then he stepped in closer, close enough that I caught the faint smell of him, clean but with that edge that made my stomach flip. His hand came up slow, fingers brushing a strand of hair off my face, tucking it behind my ear like it was nothing, but the way his thumb grazed my cheek for half a second longer than it needed to? That wasn’t nothing. It sent this jolt straight through me, hot and annoying because I wasn’t supposed to want that from him. Not yet. Not after signing that damn contract where I said he doesn’t touch unless I say.He gripped my chin then, just firm enough to tilt my face up so

Chapter 143

Ivy I sat there on the edge of the bed after Jax left the room for a minute to grab something, my phone still glowing with that banking app open like it was mocking me. My thumbs hovered over Mom’s contact but I just couldn’t hit call right then. Everything felt too loud in my head, the way he’d touched my chin, the money, Lena’s stupid warnings, all of it mixing up until I couldn’t tell if I was excited or about to puke. When he came back in I looked up fast and blurted it out before I could chicken out.“Jax, I don’t wanna go home tonight,” I said, my voice coming out all shaky but I pushed through it. “Not after everything. Kai’s probably already drunk and yelling and I just… I can’t deal with that right now. Not with this money stuff and my head all messed up.”He stopped in the doorway, that same half-smirk pulling at his mouth but his eyes went softer for a second like he got it. “That’s completely fine, Ivy. You don’t have to go anywhere you don’t want to. We’ve got rooms here

Chapter 144

Ivy I left my room with my heart still hammering from the night before. My legs felt shaky and I kept tugging at the hem of my hoodie like it could hide how wired I was. The apartment was quiet but I could hear faint music or something coming from down the hall. I followed it because standing still was making everything worse. My brain kept replaying those two times I touched myself and then that stupid thought about Jax and my mom. I pushed open a door at the end of the corridor and there he was. The gym. Jax stood in the middle of the room with his back to me doing pull ups. No shirt. Sweat ran down his back and shoulders. He looked strong in that way guys his age get when they actually work at it. Not like the boys at parties. My stomach flipped hard. I remembered how I whispered his name last night and my face burned. He dropped down and turned around wiping his face with a towel. His eyes landed on me right away. “Morning kid. You look like you didn’t sleep much.” “Yeah w

Chapter 145

Ivy “Real. Sure.” I turned to leave before I did something stupid like lean into him. “Thanks for the non-answer about my mom by the way. Super helpful.”“Anytime.” He called after me. I could hear the smirk in his voice.I walked out fast my heart racing. My thighs rubbed together with every step and I cursed myself the whole way back to my room. The doubt about him being my dad wouldn’t leave but neither would the way my body lit up when he touched me. It was gross and hot and confusing as hell.Back in my room I stripped fast and headed straight for the shower. The water felt good but it didn’t calm me down. I was still sticky from last night and hyper aware of every inch of my skin. I ran my hands over my stomach and down between my legs debating if I should shave or trim or just leave it. The thought of doing this on camera made my face hot.“Professional my ass.” I muttered to myself under the spray. “Just a girl touching herself for money.”I stayed in there longer than I need

Chapter 146

IvyI sat on the edge of the bed after I stopped the camera. My body still felt warm and shaky from the orgasm. My fingers were sticky. The tank top was pushed up over my tits and my shorts were down around my ankles. I looked at the camera light blinking red and thought, What the hell did I just do? But I did not feel bad. Not really. For the first time in a long time I felt alive. Powerful. Like I took something back.I pulled my clothes up fast and wiped my hands on the sheet. My heart was still beating hard. I knew I should stop here. Go back to the room, think about everything. But the heat between my legs would not go away. The way I said Jax’s name on the video kept playing in my head. I felt embarrassed but also turned on again.“Fuck it,” I said out loud. “I’m doing this.”I walked out of the studio room on shaky legs. The hallway was quiet. I found Jax in a small office near the studio. He was sitting at a desk looking at a laptop. When he saw me he raised one eyebrow and ga

Chapter 147

Ivy He handed me the small vibrator. I turned it on. The buzzing sound filled the room. I pressed it against my clit. My back arched off the bed.“Oh shit,” I gasped.“Talk to the camera, Ivy. Tell them what you’re feeling.”“It feels… really good,” I said, breathing hard. “My pussy is so wet. I need more.”Jax’s eyes were locked on me. “Now take the dildo. Lick it first. Make it wet.”I picked up the pink dildo. It felt heavy in my hand. I brought it to my mouth and licked the head, then slid it between my lips. I sucked on it while looking at the camera. I felt dirty but hot.“Perfect,” Jax directed. “Now rub it against your pussy. Up and down. Tease yourself.”I moved the toy down. The fat head rubbed over my clit and along my wet lips. I pushed it against my opening but did not go in yet.“Beg for it a little,” Jax said. “Like you mean it.”“Please,” I whispered. “I want it inside me.”“Louder. Look at the camera.”“Please fuck me with it,” I said louder. My voice sounded needy.

Chapter 148

Chapter 148 Ivy I sat in the passenger seat of Jax’s black car and watched the studio lights disappear in the side mirror. My body still felt loose from the orgasm, the kind of loose that made my legs weak when I walked, and the sheet from the bed had left a soft smell on my skin that I kept catching every time I moved. Jax drove with one hand on the wheel and the other resting on the gear shift. He did not talk for the first ten minutes. The road stretched out dark and empty in front of us. I kept my arms crossed over my chest and stared straight ahead like if I looked at him too long I would start thinking about how I said his name on camera.“You good?” he asked finally. His voice was low and steady.“Yeah.”“You don’t sound good.”“I’m fine, Jax. Just tired.”He glanced at me and that half-smile showed up again. “You came hard. That’s allowed to make you quiet.”I rolled my eyes and looked out the window. “Don’t.”“Don’t what?”“Talk about it like it’s nothing.”“It isn’t nothi

Chapter 149

Chapter 149 Ivy Jade snorted. “Of course it matters. You left without saying anything real. Mom thought something bad happened. Kai was a mess. I had to listen to both of them.”“I didn’t ask you to.”“You never ask. You just do whatever you want and leave the rest of us to clean it up.”Mom stood up from the couch. “Both of you stop. Ivy, sit down. You look like you haven’t slept.”“I’m fine standing.”Kai’s gaze dropped to my hand. The new phone Jax gave me was still in my grip. I had forgotten I was holding it.“New phone?” he asked.“Yeah.”“Since when?”“Since a few days ago. Mine broke.”Jade leaned in. “Broke how? You throw it at a wall or something?”“It just broke. Can we drop it?”Kai kept staring at the phone like it might explain everything. “You didn’t text me once. Not even a ‘I’m alive’ message.”“I needed space.”“Space from what? From me?”The words came out sharper than I expected. I felt the heat rising in my face again, the same heat from the car, only now it mix

Chapter 150

Chapter 150 Ivy I sat on the edge of the couch after Kai and Jade left and the screen door finished slamming. Mom did not move toward the hallway or the kitchen. She just stayed right there, reached for the remote, and turned the television all the way off so the only sound left was the quiet hum of the fridge and my own breathing that still had not settled. She looked at me the way she used to when I was little and came home with a scraped knee I refused to talk about, only now the look had years of knowing behind it.“Sit properly,” she said. “Your legs are shaking.”I stayed where I was. “I’m fine.”“You’re not. And I am not asking about the job the way Jade would. I am asking if this new work makes you feel safer or just louder.”The question landed heavier than any of the yelling had. I stared at the blank television screen and tried to find a version of the truth that would not burn the house down.“It pays,” I said. “That’s the part that feels safer. The rest is just… loud.”

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