My son is perfect, a little wrinkly and a little on the small side, but perfect. He’s got his father’s deep eyes and my tiny button nose; his hair is a little darker than I would have expected, but I’m sure that will lighten over time. He’s stopped crying now; he’s in my arms, his little nose is twitching from side to side, and he’s grabbing the strands of my hair that have fallen over my shoulder. I expected him to be weak, pale and too frail, but he’s not. He looks healthy like every other baby I’ve seen. I’m no medical expert, but maybe he won’t need any kind of medical treatment to stay with me. His birth might have been unexpected and a little too early, but I think it's all going to work out fine. Maybe it's mothers intuition or maybe I’m just fooling myself. “Hi, little guy, I’m your momma.” I whisper down at my son, and I carefully unwrap his thick blanket; thankfully, it's quite long, so I’m able to make it so it wraps around me. It takes some carefully placed knots and a fe
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