Julien told her on a Sunday, over the phone, the same careful, unhurried way he told most difficult things. He didn't share the details of the call with me afterward beyond the fact of it, that it was done, that Camille now knew I existed and that she had, in his words, gone quiet on the line for a long moment before saying only, "I see."She asked to meet Lucas the following weekend. She asked, separately, almost as an afterthought that wasn't really an afterthought at all, whether I would be there."I told her you would be," Julien said. "I didn't think it was fair to hide you from a room I was asking you to sit in.""Good," I said, and meant it, though I spent most of that week discovering new and inventive ways to feel nauseous about a Saturday afternoon.***She arrived alone. Théo, apparently, had agreed to wait at the hotel, a small mercy I hadn't expected and wasn't sure how to interpret. She stood on the doorstep in a coat that looked expensive in the understated way expensiv
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