Lucian POVI do not sleep. Again.The room is dark but not quiet, not really. There is the low hum of the building, the faint sound of traffic far outside, and his breathing. It is even. I lie on my side facing the wall, staring at nothing. My eyes are open, but I am not seeing anything in front of me. I am thinking about numbers, outcomes, and consequences, about what I stand to lose. My place on the team, my secret, and everything I built just to stand on that ice are all at risk. And then there is what I have already lost: control, distance, and the ability to pretend he does not matter.My chest tightens because the truth is simple. I can still walk away. I haven't crossed the line fully, not yet. But my body and my thoughts are already leaning, already choosing, and I do not know what that means. I sit up slowly. The room tilts slightly, then steadies. Across from me, Orion has not moved. He is still on his bed, still facing the ceiling, and still breathing like that, controlled,
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