Lucian POVThe suppressant is not working anymore.I know it the moment I step off the ice. The warmth under my skin has nothing to do with the skate, nothing to do with the drills, nothing to do with the cold air still clinging to my jersey. It is internal, low, and steady. The kind that does not spike or announce itself.It just builds.I get through the locker room. That is the victory. I change quickly, nod at Keller when he says something I do not fully hear, and move toward the hall before anyone can read the set of my shoulders. The suppressant is doing something, enough to keep the scent controlled, but the physical heat is its own problem. It does not care about my schedule. It does not care that I have practice film to review, or that the team dinner is in two hours, or that everything about the last four days has left my nervous system in a state I cannot classify.The private shower at the end of the hall.That is where I go.***The water is hot when I step in. Too hot, p
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