Jayson’s POVMy fingers would not stop trembling after rushing Betty to the hospital.I stood outside the operating theatre with my heart slamming against my ribs so hard, that I thought it might crack them open. The fluorescent lights of the private Paris clinic felt too bright, too clinical, too indifferent to the chaos inside me.There was so much blood on the floor of the resort lounge, on Betty’s dress, on my hands when I lifted her. The image would not leave me. Her face was pale, her eyes unfocused, her hand still pressed protectively over her stomach even as consciousness slipped away.What if she loses the baby? I shook my head, no, I shouldn't even think about that.She can't, I've already filled every quiet moment of the last weeks with the imagined future of becoming a father, holding my baby's tiny hands. Soft cries in the middle of the night. The weight of a child against my chest I never allowed myself to want anything that much before, the way i wanted to hold my
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