Elder Kane Dylan's hands are easy on the wheel.The landscape is shifting .... the open territory giving way to the outer edges of Cedar Falls's reach, the sky lowering, the familiar urban signature of a city approaching. Home. My home. The city I chose and built in and am building a legal case for belonging to permanently.I look at his profile.The line of his jaw. The complete, unhurried attention he gives the road. The man who stood in a field and told me a story without performance. Who planted the information about Cain at the end, simply, without asking me to respond to it in any particular way. Who has been three steps ahead of every threat to me and Eli and has not once used that fact as leverage.I think about the responsibility sitting on my chest and I think this is not only a burden. It is also a kind of knowing. The knowing of someone who understands, fully, what she means to a person .... not the performed, surface version, not the version constructed from gestures and
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