The Last Before

The Before collection showed in October.One year almost exactly from the Paris trip. One year from Ruth's café and the photographs and the initial and a twenty-year-old with his arm around a woman on a French summer street.The venue was different this time. Not the Volkov Industries showcase space. A gallery in Shoreditch the same part of London where my mother had gone to design school in 1991, a fact I'd discovered three months ago when going through the fellowship archives and had kept to myself until the invitation went out, at which point I'd put it in the programme notes and Camille had called me immediately upon receiving hers."Shoreditch," she said."Yes.""Where she went to school.""Yes."A pause."You absolute" She stopped. "That's beautiful Mara.""Thank you.""Don't tell me you planned it all along.""I planned it from the moment I found out," I said. "Which was three months ago.""So you've been sitting on it for three months.""I needed to make sure the venue was av

Ruth

January arrived without asking anyone's permission.Elena had been told about January in London. Multiple people, at multiple points before she left home, had mentioned January in London with the specific emphasis of people trying to prepare someone for something that couldn't really be prepared for. It's dark, they said. It's cold in a way that gets inside things. One woman at a party the week before Elena left had said, with great seriousness, January in London will test your commitment to everything you thought you believed.Elena had nodded and thought, how bad can it be.Quite bad, it turned out.Not dramatically. Just persistently. The grey was different in January not the layered interesting grey of autumn, the kind she'd drawn in November with some enjoyment. January grey was flat. It sat on the city like a lid and didn't lift and by the third week Elena had started drawing it just to have something to do with the feeling it produced, which wasn't quite depression and wasn't

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The Last Before

Ruth