DaphneThe hospital room smells like antiseptic and something floral someone tried too hard to cover it with, and Elijah is sitting up in the bed in a gown two sizes too big for him, looking smaller than I've ever seen him look."You're staring at me like I'm already dead," he says, the second I walk in. "Relax. I haven't even gone in yet.""I'm not staring.""You're staring." Layla, already perched on the edge of his bed, points at me without even turning around. "She's been staring since the car.""I'm allowed to stare at my brother." I pull a chair closer and sit, reaching for his hand, and he lets me take it, which tells me more about how nervous he actually is than anything he's said out loud. "I'm allowed to be scared.""Don't be scared." He squeezes my fingers, but his hand is cold, and I notice. "If you're scared, I'm going to be scared, and then we'll both just be sitting here being scared together, and that helps nobody.""Fine." I force a smile I don't entirely feel. "Then
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