Chapter Five :Cole pov I didn't sleep. Not one hour. Not twenty minutes. I lay in bed staring at the ceiling, replaying the feel of Jay's hand on my chest. The way his fingers pressed against my ribs. The way he whispered my name. Tell me to stop. I didn't. Then why are you still touching me? Because I couldn't breathe without him. I got up at 5am. Paced my apartment. Drank coffee I didn't taste. By 7am, I was in the gym, sitting on the same bench, waiting. He showed up at 7:15. Same gray hoodie. Same worn sneakers. Dark circles under his eyes. He hadn't slept either. "You look terrible," I said. "You look worse." I almost smiled. Jay walked past me to the treadmill. Didn't start it. Just stood there with his back to me. "We shouldn't have done that last night," he said. "Done what?" "Almost —" He stopped. Shook his head. "You know what." "We didn't do anything." "Exactly." He turned around. "That's the problem. We didn't do anything, and I sti
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