All Chapters of I'll Survive This Time (A MXM DYSTOPIAN ROMANCE): Chapter 101 - Chapter 110

Sebastian“No, wait! Please, don’t do this!” I begged, my voice hoarse as I tried to reach for Elio but these men were holding me back. “Don’t hurt him. Don’t!”One of the men was already dragging Elio to the zombies who just stood there obediently, like they were awaiting commands.“Please. Please, please, please, please, p-please. I’ll do anything. Anything. That’s my best friend, don’t do this. Please.” I bowed so low that my forehead hit the ground, my tears dropping to the ground like showers. Everyone seemed to pause as I begged like my life depended on it.“Kill me instead. Just fucking kill me and let him go, he’s innocent. He doesn’t deserve this. You can’t do this to him.” When the arms holding me let me go, I crashed to the ground, exhaustion filling my bones. I felt like I could die.“Innocent? Please. No one is innocent, everyone only cares about themselves.” The voice replied in amusement as he snickered. “Except you, that is. You are so selfless, it hurts.”“Kill me i

SebastianHe was clad in black with his face hidden behind a very thin veil. But even with how thin the fabric was, I couldn't see his face.“I have waited for so long to be able to do this.” He got down on one knee, his hand reaching out to caress my hair while I struggled against the men who held me down.“What the hell do you want from me? You've killed everyone! You've ruined my fucking life! What did I ever do to you?” I desperately wanted to reach out and yank that veil away from his face just so I could see who my oppressor was.“I need you broken enough to realize that you can't save everyone.” He replied softly, his gloved hand moving to caress my cheek gently. “You can't even save yourself. So why not let me take care of you?”Rage coursed through me as I clamped my teeth on his hand, biting down hard until I tasted metal on my lips.“Go fuck yourself.” I hissed as he pulled back in disbelief, staring at his bleeding hand.I spat out the blood in my mouth and he just knelt

Sebastian I desperately wanted to stay awake. To tell Ryder to go back because he could be in trouble. To tell him to leave me behind because I got blood on my hands.But I couldn't hold on anymore. The darkness was taking over me as my eyes slowly closed and I finally gave up.I felt arms wrap around me, lifting me off the ground. I could hear him screaming my name.And then he let out what sounded like the most gut-wrenching sob I have ever heard.It made my heart ache so much that a tear rolled down my cheek and probably fell onto his hand.That was the last thing I remembered when I passed out in his arms.****************************When I opened my eyes, I was in my bed, back at my apartment. I blinked drowsily as I rubbed my eyes, wondering what the hell I was doing back here.Was I dreaming again?I slowly sat up, letting out a yawn and then stared at my hands. They were smoother than I remembered, with no signs of the blisters caused by using my weapons.How did I end up ba

Sebastian “What memory did you wipe?” I asked in panic as Ryder pulled away from me, his tear-streaked face coming into view.“It wiped its own memory.” Ryder replied instead and my eyes widened. “It feels guilty… it blames itself for what happened to you so to stop itself from getting corrupted again, it wiped half of its memory out.”My gaze moved from Ryder's to the screen as it hovered over my face and I desperately wanted to reach for it.But my fingers passed through it, making my heart sink as my eyes welled up again.“I'm sorry I couldn't protect you.” I whispered, wishing I could at least caress its edges but my hand only moved through thin air. The screen seemed to freeze for a moment, then it wiggled like it was shaking my hand off.“My mission is to protect you. I have no memory of what you're talking about, but I was programmed to protect you, no matter what.” Buis replied, its familiar static voice echoing in my ears. “There are still a few broken parts of my core. I'll

SebastianI rushed to pull away in panic, my eyes still wide open in disbelief. But then he grabbed the back of my head, pulling me even closer as he deepened the kiss.A surprised sound left my throat but was immediately swallowed by the kiss as his grip on my hair tightened.I knew I was blushing profusely, I could feel how hot my face was despite the cold, but then I decided to give in.I was just kissing the man I loved, what was wrong with that?Before I could get lost in the kiss, however, I smelled something burning and immediately pulled away in panic.“The food!” I yelled in horror as Ryder turned to the cooker as well to see that somehow the pot was on fire.Ryder pulled away instantly and started to put the fire out, his actions so exaggerated that I couldn't help but hold my stomach in laughter.When he finally put the fire out, he wiped the sweat off his forehead and turned to me with a melancholic expression.“I burned our food.” He muttered with a sheepish grin as I sni