All Chapters of I'll Survive This Time (A MXM DYSTOPIAN ROMANCE): Chapter 121 - Chapter 128

Sebastian There was everything wrong with these bodies. How come there were no injuries on them?Gwen had died with an arrow to her head but right now, she looked as though she were asleep, with no arrow injuries on her head. Same with Rosa. Even Elio, who had died by my sword, had no injuries at all.What the hell was going on?“There he is, the murderer!”I stiffened at the sound of Fred’s voice and my head slowly raised to see that most of the survivors had stepped out of the plant, glares of disgust and anger on their faces.“How could you show up here again after killing them?” One of the survivors started, pointing at me and I swallowed hard. “We should have known you were up to no good when you suddenly suggested that we should come with you to find more survivors!”Raging voices filled the air as the survivors' words pierced me like an arrow. Everyone was blaming me for their death and I couldn’t stop them. They weren’t wrong anyway.“How could you say that!?” Jordan suddenly

Sebastian Ryder had his gun pointed at the official and the official literally had his own gun pointed at Ryder as well. But it was obvious that somehow the official seemed… terrified of Ryder.But then, the sound of guns clicking suddenly filled the air and my blood ran cold when I saw that the other officials had raised their guns too, all pointed at us.Crap. There were more than six guns pointed at us at the moment and I knew there was no way we could take them all down without one of us getting shot down. I would survive but Ryder? I didn’t want to risk it.Ryder literally tensed in front of me, and I let out a sigh before moving to stand beside him, making him panic as he glanced at me.“Get behind me, Seb.”“It’s fine. They won’t shoot yet.” I replied softly as I stepped forward and just like I said, the officials lowered their guns. “Drop the gun, Ry.”To anyone watching, they would think I was too calm at the moment. They didn’t know, however, that I was trembling inside. T

Sebastian“I’m here, alright?” Ryder whispered as he caressed my face gently with one hand and I couldn’t help but smile before nodding.And then he closed the gap between us, his lips capturing mine before I could even comprehend his next move. I froze with wide eyes as his lips moved against mine gently and then he pulled away, his eyes searching mine for a moment.“I love you, Seb.” He whispered softly, his thumb caressing my cheek gently. “I love you so much. And I need you to know you’re not alone, alright?”“I know…” I mumbled, feeling the tips of my ears turning red as I looked away slightly. “And I love you… so much. More than I probably won’t be able to say.”I felt embarrassed, confessing my love like this, but it was the truth. I did love him a lot.“Can you give me some time alone?” I suddenly said and his brows raised in concern. “I just wanna freshen up… and change my clothes. Is that okay?”Ryder stared at me for a moment without saying a word, making me self-conscious.

Sebastian I had nothing else to say so I chose not to continue talking about this conversation anymore.“I should take a bath or something.” I mumbled hurriedly, wanting to change the subject as I rushed to the bathroom.Knowing Buis would always give me the privacy I needed, I closed the door and leaned against it for a moment. A soft exhale left my lips as I tried to get myself back together, not wanting to admit that Buis’ cold words had left me unsettled.The last time I got punished for something was months ago. Before the apocalypse even began.Without giving much thought to my surroundings, I locked the door and stripped, getting under the shower head before turning it on. The warm water hit my skin, a sharp contrast to the cold that had been seeping into my bones earlier.I glanced down at my smooth skin for a moment, remembering how my blade had pierced me not once, not even twice. It was like I could see it being driven into my chest again and then yanked out like I couldn’