All Chapters of I'll Survive This Time (A MXM DYSTOPIAN ROMANCE): Chapter 81 - Chapter 90

SebastianI felt sun rays dancing on my face and I groaned as my eyes slowly opened. The sun was high up in the sky, a sight I had almost forgotten due to the cloud hanging over Sloradath.The last thing I remembered before waking up here was the truck slamming into a building and then… darkness. And then we ended up… here.I recognized this place.This was where I showed up when my car crashed into a tree because I was being chased by the military before the apocalypse began. I remembered that much, but the rest of what happened that day was like a blur.I sat up at once in panic as I looked around and froze when I saw Ryder laying beside me, unconscious as well.I noticed that water dripped down my body and my brows furrowed when I realized how wet my clothes were. Almost like I had been dumped in the water by someone.I coughed slightly and spat out water from my mouth, shaking my head until water was splashing everywhere and even onto Ryder’s body. That was when I noticed that he

Sebastian“Ryder!” I called out as I twisted, shoving my legs forward so that I could push the zombie off him before it had a chance to sink its teeth into his perfect skin. “Goddamnit, wake up or you’re gonna get bitten.”He still wasn’t moving and panic surged through as I turned to stare at him. He looked fine except he was bleeding too. He looked like he had taken a worse hit than I did.Just then, the zombie grabbed my shoe just as another one tried to climb in as well. I would use my weapon but this space was a little too small for me to use it as I wanted.“Ryder!” I yelled once more as I kicked the zombie in the face hard, hissing when it yanked my shoe from my left leg.There was no other choice, I had to use my weapon. But before I could press the button that made it transform, the zombie knocked it out of my hand, sending it under the car seat.Oh great.“Fuck you!” I snapped as I grabbed the seat height adjuster and yanked it out.The car seat went down immediately, pinnin

Sebastian“Seb?” Ryder called out in panic as he gently set me down, still holding onto me so I wouldn't fall. “What’s wrong? What do you mean?”“I don’t know what’s going on…” I whispered with a shake of my head as I groaned. “Who are they?”“You really don’t know who we are?” An unfamiliar voice called out from the crowd as a figure stepped forward. “It’s me, Elio! You don’t remember me? All of us? You saved us, remember?”He stepped even closer to me and I flinched immediately, staring at him in confusion.I genuinely had no idea who he was even though there was something about him that felt familiar.“Seb… look at me.” I heard Ryder say and I turned to him with furrowed brows. “Do you recognize me?”“I do. You’re Ryder.” I muttered with a slight nod and he seemed just as confused as he gently caressed my face. “Why are we here? What’s going on…? This isn’t home….”My voice trailed off as my gaze fell on the dead body on the floor again and this time, my breathing quickened. I grab

Sebastian“What’s wrong, Seb?” Ryder asked again as I pulled back to see him staring at me in worry. “It’s nothing… I just… Buis said something and I was confused for a moment.” I muttered and his face slowly relaxed as I glanced at the screen once more, my eyes narrowed at it.‘You owe me an explanation, Buis.’ I hissed in my head before returning my attention to Ryder who suddenly let me go, making me panic.I grabbed him before he could move and he turned to me with raised brows.“I’m right here, just getting you a towel.” He replied with a small smile as he patted my hand gently and only then did I let him go.I was getting too attached to him…“Which is why I'm telling you that falling in love with him will make you weak.” Buis replied to my thoughts and I slapped my hand over my forehead, obviously annoyed at its invasion of my privacy.“You don’t get to tell me what to do with my heart.” I whispered with a roll of my eyes as Ryder emerged from the bathroom with a wet towel in

SebastianThe moment the door opened, my heart flew to my throat as I straightened up immediately.“I went to check your room and you weren’t there so I thought you’d be…” His voice trailed off when his gaze fell to my hands. “...here.”“I— I promise I didn’t mean to read it, I just…” I paused, noticing how wide his eyes had gone in panic. “Seb… you weren’t supposed to see that…” He started as he approached me and I glanced down at the diary, then back at him.“What did you mean by this? It said here… that you finally met me again after searching for me for so long? It looks like… like you’ve known me before we met.” I whispered and his face went pale at once as his hands dropped to his side.“I…” He couldn’t say a word and it bugged me so badly.“At the cliff, it was you. You called out my name when I never met you before and— and even after I came back in time you were there.” I started to ramble, confusion taking over me. “Except I never met you before I died so how come—”“Breath