What Inspired Aburi To Write Wa-Bagel?

Bright and impatient, I dove into this because the melody of 'shinunoga e wa' kept playing in my head and I needed to know what the singer was spilling out. Yes — there are translations online, and there’s a surprising variety. You’ll find literal line-by-line translations that focus on grammar and vocabulary, and more poetic versions that try to match the mood and rhythm of the music. Sites like Genius often host several user-submitted translations with annotations, while LyricTranslate and various lyric blogs tend to keep both literal and more interpretive takes. YouTube is another great spot: a lot of uploads have community-contributed subtitles, and commentators sometimes paste fuller translations in the description. If you want to go deeper, I pick through multiple translations instead of trusting one. I compare a literal translation to a poetic one to catch idioms and cultural references that get lost in a word-for-word rendering. Reddit threads and Twitter threads often discuss tough lines and metaphors, and I’ve learned to check a few Japanese-English dictionaries (like Jisho) and grammar notes when something feels off. There are also bilingual posts on Tumblr and fan translations on personal blogs where translators explain their choices; those little notes are gold. Bottom line: yes, translations exist online in plenty of forms — official ones are rare, so treat most as fanwork and look around for multiple takes. I usually end up bookmarking two or three versions and piecing together my favorite phrasing, which is half the fun for me.

I got swept up by the wave of covers of 'shinunoga e wa' that hit 2024, and honestly it felt like everyone put their own stamp on it. At the start of the year I tracked versions popping up across YouTube and TikTok — acoustic bedroom renditions, full-band rock takes, and delicate piano-vocal arrangements from independent musicians. Indie singers and DIY producers were the bulk of what I found: they uploaded heartfelt stripped-down covers on SoundCloud and Bandcamp, then reworked those into more polished videos for YouTube and short clips for Reels. The variety was wild: some leaned into hushed, lo-fi vibes while others reimagined the song with heavier guitars or orchestral swells. Around spring and summer, I noticed virtual performers and online music communities really amplifying the song. Several VTuber talents performed their own versions during livestreams, and those clips spread on social media. On Spotify and Apple Music you could also find a few officially released cover singles and remix EPs from small labels and tribute projects — not always the big-name pop acts, but established indie outfits and cover artists who had built followings by reinterpreting popular tracks. Playlists curated by fans helped collect these into one place. If you're trying to hear the spread of covers from that year, look through short-form platforms for the viral snippets and then follow the creators to their long-form uploads. It was one of those songs that invited reinterpretation — every cover told me a slightly different story, and I loved watching how the same melody could feel tender, defiant, or heartbreakingly resigned depending on the performer.

I get a little thrill untangling lines like this, so here's how I hear 'Shinunoga E-Wa' in plain English. Literally, the phrase breaks down as: 死ぬ (shinu) = to die, の (no) = nominalizer (turns the verb into a noun-like phrase), が (ga) = subject marker, いい (ii or e/ee in dialect) = good, and わ (wa) = a soft/emphatic sentence ending often used by women. Put together, the literal rendering is something like "Dying is good" or "It is good to die." If you smooth it into natural English, common idiomatic translations are "I'd rather die," "Better to die," or "I'd prefer to die." The nuance depends on tone — it can be theatrical, desperate, or romanticized. In the context of the song—where the speaker clings to someone and says they'd rather die than live without them—the idiomatic "I'd rather die" captures the emotional force better than the blunt literal "dying is good." I love how that tiny particle 'わ' colors the line, giving it a plaintive, personal edge that really sells the heartbreak.

I got hooked on 'Shinunoga E-Wa' the minute I heard the melody, and I hunted down English translations like a detective. If you want solid, community-vetted translations, start with Genius — people add line-by-line translations and annotations that explain slang and cultural references. LyricsTranslate is another great place since it gathers multiple user translations and you can compare versions side-by-side. Musixmatch often has synced lines that show on Spotify or other players, and sometimes people add English translations there too. YouTube is a goldmine: look for lyric videos titled 'Shinunoga E-Wa English lyrics' or 'Shinunoga E-Wa translation' — creators often include notes about translation choices in the description. Also search for fan threads on Reddit or Twitter where people debate meanings; those discussions helped me spot nuances I missed at first. If you want something quick, search "Shinunoga E-Wa English translation" together with the artist's name to filter results. Personally, I like reading a literal translation and a poetic translation side-by-side — it makes the song feel richer and more human to me.

Catching the chorus of 'shinunoga e-wa' felt like being slapped by a confession — in the best way. The phrase '死ぬのがいいわ' literally reads as 'it would be good to die' or 'I'd rather die,' but that blunt translation misses the melodramatic love-hyperbole at the song's heart. The narrator isn't calmly plotting doom; they're exploding with a feeling where life without the beloved seems unbearable. It's theatrical, almost operatic, and the Japanese phrasing carries a punchy, intimate tone that English has to soften or else it sounds clinical. When I translate it in my head I often go with something like, 'I'd rather die than live without you' or 'Life isn't worth living if you're gone.' Those alternatives capture both the devotion and the desperation. The song threads vivid images and impulsive vows — not literal suicide ideation but an extravagant way to say "you are everything to me." Musically, the warmth in the voice and playful phrasing make the lines feel both earnest and a little mischievous, which is why the song lands so well for me — it's heartbreak and theater in one, and I love that messy honesty.

I've hunted around the usual spots and dug a little deeper for this one, and here's a tidy rundown. The most authoritative places to check for an official English rendering of 'shinunoga e-wa' are the artist's official channels — the website, the record label's site, and the official YouTube upload (check the subtitles/CC on the video). Streaming platforms like Apple Music and Tidal sometimes include publisher-provided translated lyrics; Spotify's lyrics are usually powered by Musixmatch, which can be official if the publisher submitted them. There are also licensing services like LyricFind and Musixmatch that partner with labels to distribute official translations to platforms. If none of those sources show an English version, it likely means the label or artist hasn't published an authorized translation yet. In that case, you'll mostly find fan translations, subtitled uploads, or community transcriptions — useful, but not guaranteed to be accurate. Personally, I prefer an official line when I'm trying to understand nuance, but I still enjoy comparing several fan takes for different shades of meaning.

Watching 'Your Lie in April' hit me differently because I draw from my late-night piano practice sessions—Kousei's coping felt painfully real. At first he shuts down: music, which used to be his language, becomes noise after his mother's death. He goes into that numb, mechanical state where fingers move but the soul's gone. The way he avoids pain is so human; he stops competing, stops listening to music, surrounds himself with silence as if silence could be armor. Then Kaori barges in like a gust of reckless wind and slowly forces him to face the thing that scared him. Her crash-course of emotions—playing loudly, laughing, prodding him back into the world—acts as exposure therapy. He doesn't heal overnight. There are relapses, breakdowns, and a raw performance where everything spills out. By the end, his coping shifts from avoidance to expression: he lets music carry the grief instead of burying it. It’s messy and imperfect, and that's why it resonates with me; sometimes coping isn't recovery, it's learning how to live with the echoes.

I still get goosebumps thinking about the piano scenes, so when people ask where to watch 'Your Lie in April' ('Shigatsu wa Kimi no Uso') I usually send them a short map of the places I check first. Right now the safest bet is to look on Crunchyroll — after the Crunchyroll/Funimation consolidation a lot of formerly scattered shows landed there, and 'Your Lie in April' is frequently in their library with both subtitled and dubbed options depending on your region. Netflix also hosts it in several countries, but that one’s very regional: it might be there in Europe, Latin America, or parts of Asia and missing in the U.S. If you’re in the United States, Hulu has historically carried it and sometimes still does. If streaming options fail, I’ll buy the series on Amazon Prime Video, iTunes, or Google Play, or grab a Blu-ray set (the soundtrack is worth it). One quick tip: use a service like JustWatch to check current availability in your country — it saves a ton of time. Happy crying/happy listening — it’s a beautiful ride either way.