The Omega Who Walked Away
I haven't been able to be around nature in forever, especially not dwell in its beauty, "You know… the thing I hate most about myself is how selfish I am. I try to pretend I'm not, but it's undeniable when you're around me. I love you, but you make me feel at war with myself.”
“Color me shocked,” she murmurs sarcastically. I scoff a sad laugh, “Go on, explain more.”
“Well, you're obviously a powerful woman, meant for great things. And I know I should drop everything and follow you along. Submit to your power, put mine aside,” I say. Ivy nods, “I should do that, but I am never going to. So, the ugly truth becomes undeniable when you’re around me: I'm far too selfish. I like power. I like my position, I like the way people look at me, I like knowing they think I'm the best Alpha in my family. I hear it all the time, too, that I'm much better than my father ever was. Even my grandfather. And I love that. I won't give it up, not even for you. So, I get it. I get how you'd want
that guy as a mate... or Rogan. Or any guy just like them."