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To punish me for losing my autistic younger brother, Ezra Clement, Mom locks me inside a custom-made steel box.
The box is about 20 inches wide and is welded in place in the deepest corner in our basement.
"There's a walkie-talkie inside. You'll stay in there until you admit that you deliberately left Ezra beside the human traffickers' van."
She locks the lid, plunging me into darkness.
For the first three days, I cry and beg through the walkie-talkie, trying to tell Mom that I only let go of Ezra's hand to lure the traffickers away from him. One of the traffickers has slashed me across the back, and the wound keeps bleeding and festering.
But Mom refuses to listen to anything I have to say.
All I hear are her furious accusations. "Evelyn, you're just jealous of Ezra. A vicious sister like you deserves to be locked in there until you die."
On the fourth day, torrential rain floods the basement. Muddy water rises past my knees, soaking the knife wound on my back in filthy water. The pain is so unbearable that I claw at the metal walls until all ten of my fingernails tear and break.
I desperately press the talk button.
But all I hear from the other end is Mom's gentle voice coaxing Ezra to sleep. To prevent me from disturbing him, she powers it off.
When the water that is mingled with the blood from my mangled fingers rises above my head and floods into my nose, I stop struggling.
Mom has no idea that on the back of our family photo, I have written down my plan to work hard, earn money, and pay for Ezra's treatment.
Helplessly, I think, "Mom, I confess. In my next life, I will never be your daughter again."