On the Run
The year I turned twelve, I was learning to swim when the lifebuoy was snatched from me by my little sister Mia Lawrence.
By the time they pulled me out, the oxygen deprivation had taken my hearing for good.
The incident made me the new family’s darling, in Mia’s place.
My big brother Josh Lawrence kept the shotgun seat of his car off-limits to all but me. My second brother, Ethan Lawrence, reserved a front-row seat in my name at every single one of his concert. And Samuel Lawrence, the youngest of my brothers, would accept Mia’s gifts only to toss them in the bin the moment she turned her back.
Even Brian Ferguson, betrothed to her since childhood, spent three painstaking years learning sign language so he could communicate with me.
For a decade, I was convinced I was the apple of everyone’s eye.
How foolish of me, as I learned the fateful day the Fergusons came to discuss the pending union.
Mia’s eyes were rimmed red. “I’ve given up all that’s mine for ten years,” she said. “Not this time, not Brian. I can’t give him up too.”
Mom reached for her hand at once, choking back tears as she turned to me. “Elaine, please. Let this one go. Whatever Mia owed you, it’s been more than made up for."
Dad’s voice was low, final. “This union has always been meant for Mia, not you.”
Josh’s jaw tightened. “You’ve taken over a decade of her life. Isn’t that enough?”
Ethan quietly agreed, “She’s been left out in the cold all these years.”
Samuel lifted the ring from where it sat before me and set it down in front of Mia. “Time to put things back in their places.”
And last of all, Brian, who would not meet my eyes, signed the verdict.
“I only stayed close to you to make it up on Mia’s behalf. It was always her I wanted as my wife.”
The truth hit me then. Ten years of being adored, of being first, none of that had been love. All had been but a grand performance, a debt dressed up as devotion.
I shredded the marriage agreement that night. By morning, I’d signed away my old life for a teaching position in a far-flung village.
With me out of the picture, now everyone could shower love over Mia, guilt-free at last.