Eternity
The night Ronan Blackwood's hunting ships set White Reef ablaze, I took off my royal crown and boarded the Black Sail alone.
If he spared the merfolk still alive, he could keep me.
The human boy who'd been promising to marry me since we were children now commanded the most ruthless pirate fleet in Grayhaven.
In his cabin, he seized me by the waist and kissed me hard, leaving me breathless. He claimed me with such desperation that it was clear the years apart had only made him crave me more.
We spent three days in his cabin. At dawn on the fourth, I stirred as he slipped his arm out from beneath my head. I was still lying on my side when he emptied a basin of scale-eating brine over my back. I screamed and fell from the bed, curling up on the floor.
He stood over me with the empty basin, his knuckles white.
“Ready to tell me where you've hidden my parents?”
He blamed me for his parents' disappearance.
After that, he made me take out my tideheart to heal Vivian, who was carrying his child.
He made me dance for her in shackles, barefoot on a deck strewn with broken shells. Whenever I came close to dying, he'd gather me into his arms, call me by the name he'd used when we were children, and feed me the most expensive medicine a sea witch could brew.
“Lila, don't make me hate you.”
I no longer had the strength to ask which of us was forcing the other. He'd told me merfolk couldn't die. But a mermaid kept captive, cut off from the sea's free currents for three years, would dissolve into foam until nothing remained of her, not even her name.
I had three days left. Then, at last, I wouldn't have to love him anymore.